nonbeliever having trouble finding the words

Several people have told me that they want to hear my story. I was really excited to tell it until I actually started trying to think of the words to say. This video has very few words, but I decided to upload it anyway, because I think it shows how these last few days have been for me. (UPDATE: I took a couple weeks off of posting videos, and I scripted a video with a lot more words. It doesn't divulge very much personal information, but I think that it touches on the core of my testimony of belief (and lack thereof). The video is here: http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=b6fb6a3c56546980a8c9")
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A Prayer for When Money Is Tight during the Holidays - Your Daily Prayer - December 5
During the holidays, we are easily convinced with marketing strategies that we need to spend a lot of money to make holiday gatherings special, provide lavish gifts, and shop all the holiday deals.
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