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I wrote a blog about setting boundaries and it compared us to a home that is often being restored and renovated from neglect and/or poor weather conditions. Since then I seem to be contemplating the condition of this home (me) and this dwelling place.

As an adult I have been the one ahead of my home for several yearsnow and I know that I fully rely on God to assist in the laying out of of my life and the lives of my children. The garden needs my hands but it is God who will water it and provide it with sunlight.



There are times I feel as if I am living in the grounds of the Palace and a few short seasons in my life where I knew I lived in the Palace. I would learn that Royalty can be born in Wisconsin soil. Within me a larger story was being developed.



The sad truths are my story line includes childhood abuse and selfish and destructive role models. If I leave out the reality of this on it's pages a part of me is missing here. This is my story line and the events are not written from some wound but rather like a child being born I pour out my story and my realities here. Only enough so that you may glean from my hearts expression of both looking back into my broken past and seeking out here in the present a very real beauty that reveals itself through God.



God would engage and in the development stages I would be hit harder then I ever have. This time it was not an abusive father who betrayed me with savage blows and scars both within and without. It was not the gross neglect of a marriage that would tear at my self esteem till I hardly recognized myself. It was not the ripping of my self and my children that occured from a violent hate seeking divorce. The enemy is after relationships because it is relationships that keep are head above water.



The enemies attempted fatal blow would be directed at my relationship with God. This time my beliefs were in question and my