Last week was a really tough one for me. Monday the boys and I returned from a beautiful vacation, my birthday passed that week, and I don't like having them- because they are more a yearly reminder of me being useful in hard times and forgotten in good times, we had funeral for my beloved G'ma, I had sick kid and 4 h sleep in 60 h and more. Friday I hit rock bottom, which actually is a safe, even though painful place to be. Safe because Jesus is our rock. In times like this I have only one choice; God I NEED you, I SURRENDER ALL TO YOU...