Grace and Peace be unto you in the name of Jesus. My name is Kristina, and I am 28 years old. I have 3 blessed children, Corbin, 9 yrs. old, Naiely, 4 yrs. old, and Noelle, 8 months old. I am getting married in March to a wonderfully blessed man. I am a born again, blood bought, Christian. FIRE (Holy Spirit)and water baptized, and filled, in the name of Jesus. I LOVE JESUS! AMEN! I had to go through a lot in my life, and suffer much, before I finally gave my entire life to Jesus. And, no I am NOT perfect, but that is why I NEED a savior. I try to be pleasing to the Lord. I KNOW that HE is real, and that HE IS who He says He is, because I have witnessed His saving grace in my own life. He has delivered my son from seizures, delivered me from drugs, alcohol, smoking, nervousness, anger, fornication, lying, perversion, cussing, slothfulness, gluttony, abuse, depression, generational curses, and so so much more. He has saved my son from death more than once. He sent an angel to pray with me when my son was missing in an indoor mall during Christmas, 2002. He just recently delivered me from death, read my blog, ONE MISTAKE for that testimony. God has been gracious to me, and I don’t deserve it. He loves me, and I am NOT worthy of it. He has saved me and delivered me from a hellish fate, and I can only be grateful, with all my heart, with all that I am, I AM GRATEFUL. I deserve to be dead and burning in hell. But, God doesn’t think like we do, and He doesn’t love like we do. He is LOVE, and His love is UNCONDITIONAL. Some choose NOT to believe! I can’t help BUT believe. He saved my son when he was 8 months old, from being suffocated by me. I was young and stupid and slept with him in my bed, and I remember hearing someone SHOUT my name, and I woke up with a jerk, and looked around, and there is my 8 month old son, under the pillow beside me, struggling. I immediately picked him up and checked him over. He was bright bright red, sweaty, and crying TEARS! I KNEW THEN, that GOD called my name and woke me up. I should have died at 6 years old when I got hit by a car and my scull fractured and my brain swelled, and I had my leg mangled, and numerous other injuries, and my heart stopped on the operating table, several times. And, they told my mother, a drug addicted prostitute, that her baby girl was going to die. And, my crack head mother knew to get on her knees and pray for her baby. And GOD HEARD HER, a CRACK HEAD. And, here I am today. She prayed for me, and she had some women from a church that had been ministering to her, pray for me. My mom is still out there on drugs, and I spent the rest of my childhood in foster care. But, that same God that saved me, and set me free, can set her free, too. I have seen the Lord give my 4 year daughter life, when she was born blue and not breathing. I saw Him give her back to me. When I lost my son in the mall, he was only 4. We were going to see Santa, and we were in line, and one second he was there the next second, he was gone. I couldn’t even PRAY. All I could do was say, JESUS JESUS JESUS. And, as I was sitting there in that Kiosk waiting for the officers to bring him back, I was just hysterical and could only cry JESUS JESUS JESUS. A woman walked up to me and asked me if she could pray with me. I said yes, and we prayed. When we ended the prayer, I had only a few seconds to show her a small pic of him I had on my keychain, and I looked up and THERE WAS THE OFFICER WITH MY SON. WHY DO I BELIEVE WHAT I BELIEVE??? BECAUSE I AM STILL ALIVE, MY CHILDREN ARE STILL ALIVE, AND I HAVE MY RIGHT MIND. I HAVE WATCHED GOD CHANGE THIS MAN THAT I AM GOING TO MARRY. HE USED TO BEAT THE MESS OUT OF ME, AND NOW HE IS A SERVANT OF THE LORD. A PEACEABLE MAN, WHO LOVES JESUS, AND WHO DOESN’T CUSS OR YELL, GLORY TO GOD. JESUS SAVED HIM, AND MADE HIM A NEW CREATION. I TELL YOU WHAT THOUGH, ASK HIM WHAT HE BELIEVES NOW, AND WHY. AND HE WILL GLADLY STAND UP AND PROCLAIM THAT JESUS IS LORD. BECAUSE HE IS SAVED, AND SET FREE. I AM A WITNESS TO GOD’S GRACE AND HIS MERCY. I KNOW THAT THE WORD OF GOD IS THE TRUTH. I HAVE SEEN IT’S POWER. I HAVE WITNESSED THE POWER OF THE LORD SAVE ME, AND SEEN HIS HAND DELIVER MY CHILDREN. I HAVE SEEN THE DEVIL FLEE, AT HIS WORD. I HAVE WITNESSED THE ANGELS MOVE WITH JUST A WORD FROM THE LORD. JESUS IS LORD!!! SO, IF YOU WANT TO LABEL ME CRAZY, LABEL ME CRAZY FOR CHRIST!!! I AM GOING TO STAND AND I AM GOING TO KEEP PROCLAIMING HIS TRUTHS, JESUS IS LORD!!!! HE IS THE KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS, AND THERE IS NO OTHER NAME, IN HEAVEN OR IN EARTH, BY WHICH MAN MUST BE SAVED. JESUS, JESUS, JESUS! I have been through a lot and suffered much, but it was all necessary to get me to where I am now. And, I give God the Glory, the Honor, and the Praise. I am grateful for the fiery trials, because they have refined me, and helped to purify me, for ministry. I am still not perfected, but rather, I am a work in progress. Even still, the Lord has chosen me and anointed me to be His servant, Glory to God! In Jesus' name! And, I will serve Him until the day I die. I love you all, and I am here to pray with you, pray for you, fellowship with you, and deliver a Word from the Lord, as the Holy Spirit leads. I am here to tell everyone of the saving Grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and how He snatched me out of Hell more than once. I am here to share the love of the Lord with someone who is hurting and feels like they can't go on. I am here to teach the truths of the Word of God, and to guide those who are sincerely seeking to have a closer walk with God. I am here to pray for you, and to minister to you in whatever time of your life you may be in. Trust me, honey, I have been there and done that, so don't worry about me judging you. I am SAVED BY GRACE, THROUGH FAITH! This is a daily walk. Daily, I have to crucify this flesh, and daily I have to take up my cross and follow Jesus. I just thank God that His grace and mercy is new everyday. AMEN! I just want you all to know that Jesus loves you all very much, and that no matter what you have done, nothing can separate you from that love. SALVATION IS FOR EVERYONE. Everyone be blessed by the Lord. Love in Christ, Sis. K.