Caroline Beidler still vividly remembers cracking open her first beer under a big oak tree. She was 11. In this episode of Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic, host Jon Seidl sits down with Beidler—managing editor of recovery.com, author, and addiction recovery advocate—to explore her powerful story of childhood trauma, early addiction, spiritual awakening, relapse, and ultimate restoration through faith and community. Together they unpack:

—How a single beer at age 11 set Caroline on a path of self-medication through adolescence.

—The role of church, baptism at 22, and “spiritual formation” in her sustained sobriety.

—What happens when recovery meets relapse—and why “recovery ruined it” for her the second time around.

—Jon reveals what he struggles with even more than wanting a drink.

—A candid conversation on AA, 12-step recovery programs, and “higher powers.”

—Practical strategies for loved ones: from radical vulnerability to setting boundaries.

—A sneak peek at Caroline’s book You Are Not Your Trauma.

—Advice for family members of those who struggle with addiction.

Follow Caroline: https://www.instagram.com/carolinebeidler_official/ or www.carolinebeidler.com

Follow Jon: https://www.instagram.com/jonseidl/

Order the book, Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic: www.christianalcoholic.com

Get show updates and daily motivation: www.theveritasdaily.com

Support the Show: https://www.jonseidl.com/

Discover more Christian podcasts at lifeaudio.com and inquire about advertising opportunities at lifeaudio.com/contact-us.