You need the help of the Holy Spirit. The good news is, you can have His help. Are yo serving God in an unwilling manner? The Holy Spirit can change your desires! Watch the full programme here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4APjbCPy9pg&t=156s.
Watch the series on The help of the Holy Spirit' on Passion for God: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OES6MCbIULU&list=PLEzKzWco6pQRE2Vn1t_SnOfNwSj9pod8t
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