A Nebraska mom raised concerns about her husband’s mental health before a tragic murder-suicide. Bailey Koch wasn’t your ordinary Nebraska mom. She was gifted, wise, faith-rooted, and an unrelenting advocate for mental health.
When she said “in sickness and in health,” she meant it. Bailey loved her husband Jeremy deeply and stood beside him for years as he battled mental illness. She didn’t flinch when it got hard. She didn’t look away. She did everything she could to get him the help he so desperately needed.
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Jeremy had suffered from depression since 2009, and Bailey worked tirelessly behind the scenes—researching, reaching out, praying, and hoping. She raised their boys, Hudson and Asher, while walking the daily road of supporting a spouse struggling with invisible wounds.
In recent months, Jeremy had begun electroconvulsive therapy (ECT), and Bailey was hopeful. She believed better days were still possible. She had even shared publicly that Jeremy had checked himself into inpatient care, and was later cleared for a new kind of treatment—Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS)—at Serene Mental Health. Bailey had prayed this would be the breakthrough.
But the worst happened when it seemed like they were turning a corner.
On Saturday, May 10th, authorities responded to a call at the Koch family's home at Johnson Lake in Nebraska. Inside, they found Bailey, 41, and her two sons—Hudson, 18, and Asher, 16—fatally stabbed. Police say Jeremy had taken their lives before taking his own. A knife was found at the scene.
Just days before, Bailey posted an emotional plea on GoFundMe asking for help as she tried to find the next step in Jeremy’s care. “I have no pride left,” she wrote. “Mental illness is taking my husband from me, and I’m begging you to open your eyes and see the reality that is this society’s mental health crisis.”
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She celebrated that Jeremy would be home in time for Hudson’s high school graduation. She shared her hope that new medications and treatments would bring him relief. But behind her strong words were the weight of years—years of trying, years of waiting, and years of holding on.
We will never fully understand why tragedies like this happen. Our hearts break for what was lost. But what we can see, even through the unbearable grief, is that Bailey’s story has not ended.
Her voice, once quiet but now carried by headlines, is opening eyes to the urgency of mental health. Her message is echoing in churches, living rooms, and coffee shop tables. She's awakening hearts to the truth that mental illness is real and that help and hope must be more accessible.
The headlines may tell you how she died, but they miss how beautifully she lived.
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Bailey lived with faith and fierce love. She didn’t shy away from the hard. She showed us what it looks like to walk beside someone in the valley and still choose to love relentlessly. She lived the Gospel in her grit and grace, not just in words. She's waking up a weary world to the realities of mental illness, and the urgent need for grace, awareness, and better support.
Because mental illness is real. It's not a weakness. It's not a lack of faith. It's a storm that needs shelter, treatment, and the steady love of people who stay.
Bailey stayed.
Now, we carry her legacy forward. We check on our friends. We talk about mental health. We pray bold prayers. We speak up when it’s uncomfortable. We advocate for those who can’t. And we remember Bailey—not just for the tragedy, but for the beauty of a life poured out in love.
God is still using her story. And even in the sorrow, we believe He’s writing redemption.
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Psalm 34:18 “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
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