This is one of those mountaintop experiences. As a young man, I had abilities and gifts, but I was either too shy or too distracted to use them. God led me through all this and finally, I see through God's eyes. I see all the nations and that they so desperately need salvation. God has given me a ministry and though I am growing into it, I will press on without shame, all the while blessing the name of Jesus Christ. Thank the Lord!!!