im just trying to find GOD. i have sinned alot but yet i dont want to say it all on here. im a big sinner and thats the first step to understand you are and see it. and to try and better your self we all sin and we still will sin. but you dont have to all the time just know you will have a friend 24/7 it may not seem so but he is there and he is or father the lord jesus Christ . and why do we have hard times. like deaths and fights with family and friends and other sorts. because its part of life we live through i lost my dad in 05 but it made me stronger. with god everything happens for a reason, you all take care and be blessed Danpat.