Clueless at the LightWhat would others say about my influence on them?
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HELLO. my name is william,my story begins as a drug addicted non believer.
i was an outcast in my family,mostly because of the drugs.i had only drug addicted friends no fellowship and no belief.then i was wrongly incarcerated for 11 days of which the first three were excruciatingly painfull,cause i couldnt get any help,till i deceided to end my exceddingly stupid life."more stupid "i know!
or was it?when this plan of mine had become reality. i had drank some stuff i knew was poison,a fellow inmate saw the bottle was empty of its contents and reported it to the jailer he saved my life.not because the contents were poison enuff to kill me but because the ride to the hospital was where i was reborn by a EMT, who asked me waht would your family do?i thought of my brother who had also commited the same act.and i remembered the way i felt,i then was transported back to the jail and threw in a single cell for 3 days naked and alone with no one but me and jesus.i was repeatedly laughed at and ignored by the officers who would say awww quiten down dead boy!i asked jesus what can i do to get you to help me?about three in the morning on the 3rd day i awoke to the feeling of not being alone.it was overwhelming and i knew someone was there i said is there someone here? no answer but in my mind i heard ask me and i shall save you!i broke down and started a tearfull confession and i knew it was jesus or his father,the pounding in my chest got so hard i could hardly stand it and i asked god please help me come into my life and save me.then a feeling of serenity and peace came over me.the madness at my people fpr not helping me was replaced by the feeling of trying to help someone else.i was returned back to population the very next day and a friend of mine ws there ,he said i have to get out my family needs me they are out of food and money.i prayed for a way to help him .not 1 hr later an 82 year old man was locked up for slappin his wife of 64 years on the but.i helped him with his pillows and food and shoes for three hours and the jailer said he was being released he called me over and said can i help you get out?i said no i need this for god has a plan or i would have been out.he said well tell what you want me to do,i said help my friend and he did he paid his bail and got him out .the ironic thing was the man lived on "nelson" street the same name of my friends father who recently passed also!i praised jesus and thanked him.thought for sure that was what he wanted from me for saving me but i was still there with no way out.then another inmate who was a spanish speaking person befriended me and said he cant communicate with the officers because they woldnt listen to him he was arrested for being hispanic and not speaking englsh very well actually the charges were public drunk but he was at home and didnt have the key to his house his girlfriend had them and was gone to the store.i was made trustee by the the 8th day and i told him if i got out i would contact her and 2 days later i was praying for help so i could help him and another inmate came up to me and asked me to read him the astrology section of the newspaper and he wanted to hear mine it said tonight your faith will provide with in an hour i was released!!!i did what i said and called his girlfriend and he was released on monday!!!! bless you jesus and thank you god for giving up your son my brother for our sins!!!!!!