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Hi, i am josh gill, i am 19 yrs old, i am currently attending the university of Akron, majoring in political science/criminal justice, eventually going into the computer forensics field. I like to hang out with my friends and go do stuff to keep me active but also make a lot of time to study. I recently discovered that the world is not what i thought it was, all it brought me was disappointment, sadness, and depression. The way of the world is cruel, i tried to follow the world thinking everything would be okay, but it wasnt everything was worse, my confidence was terrible, i pretended everything was allright, but it wasnt, i thought it was a lost cause. A couple of my friends have been praying for me, and i have developed a relationship with god unlike any other time, this time i can feel the difference, before when i tried to have a relationship with god, i felt no change, because i didnt change, i stayed the same. I got read of all of the things that could possibly get in the way of being who god wants me to be. I honestly thought god abandoned me, but i realize that he has been there the whole time with me watching me turn into something im not. I am greatful for my friends who prayed for me and any of my family members who prayed for me! If you want to get in contact with me email me at rckr4life@live.com or jlg102@zips.uakron.edu