Not going to let it take me down!
Written by tenalovesjesus
Posted on Saturday, April 12, 2008 at 07:06 PM.
We all make mistake in our life time. I know I have. I have made many mistakes in my past and am not proud of it. Some people are proud of it cause they don't care. Or even worse, pointing their fingers at someone else for the blamed. I know a few people who are like that. Still don't care and like pointing fingers cause they are afraid people will look at them differently. Why do I care what others think about me? My past is the past. Ends of it! Get over it! Stop dwelling on my life cause your life got worse. I have let my past go. I have put my past at rest. God has it all under the control, and no one is going to bring me down with it. It is at rest! Understand what I am saying? Everyone should put their past at rest. Leave it be and stop dwelling on it like a chain that is hooked on your lower leg. Cause it will slow you down. I am not going to let that slow me down. I am moving, running, freely as so speak. Thats why I am not always feeling lonely, cause the man above me is there for me. If I start feeling down, Ill ask God to take it away. You know what he did?? He took that fear and throw them away. I'm alive, free, and love by the name of Jesus! I know whom I should hang with. I know what is right from wrong. I know I shouldn't go there and I did.. Guess what. I won't do it again. No more partying, clubbing, or getting a buzz. Screw that past. Hello Future. Hello to my new life in God's hand. Hello freedom! Freedom!
I know people who are going around lying stuff about me which is not true. Maybe some of it. Most of them are not. Cause that my friend.. Is blaming. Afraid to take the blame. Afraid to admit the truth. The truth! Come on... The devil can lie waaaay better than you can. Way better than I could lie. I am not going to let him attack me with it or anybody else. Go ahead and lie. The wall is in between us and I cannot hear you. Cause the Guard of the Angels with the shield is protecting me. I'm safe. Safe cause God said so.
