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You wanna go for a ride? I'll take you. My life has been a journey of ups and downs. Mostly the latter, as of late. I am not who I was, and will never be again; don't expect me to be, you will be sorely disappointed. I read romance novels in the bathtub, I drink coffee at 2 am, I sit in the shower fully clothed talking to myself and listening to music [alot]. I am not complaining of what I have become, of my indifference toward life or the opposition that has come my way, but dear gracious, I am exhausted. I listen to metal, rock, hxc, punk, ska, trance, techno, et cetera. I have discovered in my many travels that I love strawberry lemonade- flavored gatorade, the big jugs of it :] and sunflower seeds. I'd pretty much die without them. I won't tell you I have addictions; because I'm just like the rest of you. I won't tell you I'm an anti-chipper [haha, fredortravis]. I won't tell you I'm a food junkie. I love to try new foods. I am a shoulder to cry on, without one to cry on myself, save Jesus Elousia Himself. I am a keeper of many a secret, spinner of dreams, and a wonderful storyteller. Expect to be entranced. Who I'd like to meet:<br /> My future husband; I've got some letters I've been writing you &Atilde;&Acirc;&cent;&Atilde;&Acirc;&yen;. More people with my beliefs, or willing to challenge [and ABLE TO BACK UP] and have a deep conversation with. Someone who would like to go travelling through Europe with me. A Friend. An artist with a painted face. A musician with bleeding hands. Mathmaticians who spout numbers as I quote lines. Gillian Sheridan. A Holocaust survivor, spend the day with them. Someone who immigrated to America through Ellis Island, and got lost. Judy Garland; she was so beautiful; and never second-best in my mind. Marilyn Monroe; to ask her why she scorned true Life; it was her beauty killed her inside beast. Leeland. Leonardo DiCaprio. [he's still a hottie in my book]. Oh, I'm waiting, Jesus.<br /> Someone... someone who loves me.