my war
Posted at 07:55 AM on September 28, 2008 by rbkqueen
i been going threw a war with myself for 9 months now. and i want to see better things happen instead of alot of parts of me dieing( not for the good but for the bad)
i been under attack for a while and satan is NOT leaving me alone. i just want him to go away.
i dont like feeling like this. i went a while with feeling good, i thought i was winning. but thats when he dropped his bombs of depression and shotting old memories of things i cant change.
im trying to look to the bigger picture. jesus is right infront of me. looking at my battle wounds and trying to help me. but every time the enemy sees im getting just a inch closer he shoots off another bazooka.
alot of people been helping me actually, but it seems the more help i get from people the more he pours depression on me. he knows he can attack me that way easily. so how do i stop it?
i pray that spirt away from me but it keeps comming back. am i... Read More »
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| Name: | Desarae Purvis |
| Date of Birth: | August 11, 1988 |
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