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I'm a Born Again Holy Spirit filled son of God...About my Fathers business as a minister of The Gospel & a carer. I'm very happily married to my amazing Grace, my beloved wife. But before that... I was a evil, vile, lying, cheating,thieving wretch. I was unfaithful to everyone/thing & even myself, I was addicted to drugs, alcohol, sex & heavy metal/rock music. I was heavily into shamanism (spiritualism mixed with hallucinogenic drugs). I was lost, unhappy & seeking some escape & comfort in the above things mentioned. I was desperately seeking to find answers & The Truth to why the world was such a mess & why life was so utterly empty & void of meaning. Then one day God started to call me, The Deep calleth unto deep. I slowly I responded to my Father calling "Paul, my son, Where art thou?" I was trying to hide from God as I was ashamed of my wretched sinful state. But I could not hide from my Father. I finally came to Him crying & begged His Mercy & Forgiveness. He told me "My son I have always loved you & I became flesh and died for you so by my blood you can be Free" and lovingly pointed me towards The Cross and The Light of revelation of the Gospel of Lord Jesus Christ rushed in and lit up my darkened aching, empty, longing heart.Oh, what a peace came with that Light! A peace knowing that I was now free from sin & death. My Father came to redeem me & get back that was lost but now is found. My eyes was opened to see the Wonderful truth that I was always His, I had been decieved, tricked by that old liar, the devil. Once My Father had revealed This Truth to me, He cleansed me inside & out completely & Filled me with His Spirit. And that really is the beginning of my testimony of disgrace to Amazing Grace!