Laying Down Our LivesWhat sometimes holds you back from laying down your life for others?
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Church musician at age 12, songwriter, now my husband and I fight to bring hope to others and somehow survive a deadly poisoning by trichothecene (T2), the same agent Saddam gassed his people with. We also have documented cases of aspergillosis and stachybotrytoxicosis per DNA analyses of blood and lungs. Pathology of tissues confirmed the T2 severe poisoning. God opened our eyes to a major health crisis stealing countless lives every day, many being children. We are here only through God's amazing grace. I've prayed God would please open doors and put the right people in our paths that can help us make a difference. We were able to meet with the governor of Ga. who declared a month of public awareness. We've also shared in several national magazines not only our story, but how many innocent lives are being adversely affected. We went thru' loss of home, all possessions, music studio, clothes, cherished photos and awards after we were eventually diagnosed in the next home which we had cross-contaminated by taking our belongings with us. We did not know at that time the culprit was toxic mold and thot' we were homefree when we moved. After diagnosis, we in good faith did what we thought we should do which was file a personal injury claim and give Grange Insurance everything they asked for including our medical reports and environmental reports from the orginal house. This was in 2006 and they were so nice and said "Mrs.Harden, if you were harmed in this home you certainly deserve to be compsensated". Several doctors told them without a safe environmnet and proper medical care it would only progress and we would both likely die. The agent told me, "Work with me, as I'll be the one presenting this to those who will make a decision. And being how serious this is, I'm considering asking for policy limits". That was before my husband was also diagnosed with the exact same dna findings. While waiting on them to help us they allowed us to lose our next home, everything we owned, be forced into 10 months of homelessness where we almost froze to death, as well as die from the illness". They had our reports and they also did their own testing which they hid from us, yet through divine intervention everything was faxed to us. There were over a dozen toxigenic molds found. We even had a piece of the insulation tested and the actual POISON was found at near lethal amounts. Grange called us the day we lost our lease and we had everything in the front yard. They had tested the home for we told them everything was contaminated. By this time, most was gone, some things being taken to storage. It was 105 outside, we had no one to really help us. I was in a seizure of my face and arms from being near my belongings. The phone ran and they said they only found "something" on our bed. (They refused to tell us what, but we alreday know what)..at our weakest point they offered to pay for decontamination of what possessions we had left (even tho they said they were not contaminated??).. They also said they'd pay for our bed IF we signed on the dotted line and let them come pick it up for "salvage". You know they even said they had questions concerning the cuase of our illness being the condition of our mattress which I'm sure is a tactic they use on others. In fact, but they had no idea I still had a receipt for over 2500. from Tempurpedic.. I bought that bed brand new just months before were were forced from the toxic home. This has been a journey we could have never imagined. Our lives have been so blest to be able to reach out to others. We are in a small, but safe apartment now. We do have a bed to sleep on and computers given to us. I want to say there are still some good companies. When Tempurpedic heard what Grange was implying, and we were sick and sleeping on the floor..they delivered us a new bed on Christmas Eve of 2007.... We miss our music so much and the hours spent in the studio. I also have developed multiple chemical sensitivity. After being poisoned many people start to react to even small amounts of mold, chemicals, cleaners, air fresheners, asphalt, paints, perfumes. They cause immediate seizures, respiratory problems, and severe pain. My pastor had a room set up for me where I could sit and watch the service on tv. My husband was doing the music for the church. We've deteriorated so badly we have not been able to go to church for several months. If I go into places like WalMart I have to wear a carbon mask. I am working with a wonderful and Godly man who has been curing buildings and helping people have their health restored for 30 plus years. We hope to start a non profit soon to help people in such situations. He has bioremediated hospitals, army bases, businesses and many private homes of toxic mold. What a blessing he has been in our lives. It is a passion to create a public awareness. I've also posted some you tubes of desperation to save our own lives. There is a wonderful doctor who initially saved my life in 2006. They have advanced so much even since 2006. Tlee and I are dying, except by God's grace. the pain in body organs is so bad I often fall to the floor and have to scream and just cry out to god for strength. For us both to get the treatments we need and be able to rent a car and stay 3 days each month in NC, we have got to raise about $5,000 to $6,000. I have done what God put in my heart which is expose grange and what they are doing. We have God and the truth on our side. To boast of having a billion dollar company and purposedly lie, conceal and allow 2 innocent people to lose their lives is criminal. They do not even care that a little girl is in this home with a known agent of biowarfare/trichothecene (roridin a). We just can't give up. Like Job in the Bible, he was in so much physical, emotional and financial pain he wanted God to remove even his existence from the earth. But God chose to restore unto him many times over. Many with this misunderstood illness lose family, friends, and even our Christian friends. We often look normal.. they have no idea how we have to now live our lives. I can have zero chemicals in my home. I often have to run out of a restuarant if they start cleaning, mopping or someone with heavy perfumes sits near me.. Even when we went to vote a few months back, we were sickened for days because the building had water damage/mold. It was too late after we walked into it as our bodies now act profusely... I'm also in contact with very wise experts in the medical and environmental facts of mold and toxic mold poisoning. I was able to host a mold health seminar in Ga. in 2007 where I trust many people were educated on the health effects. We love God and we genuinely care about all who suffer from toxic mold. Yet we don't know what else to do to save our lives but post the truth. It is criminal what is being done to us. With courage we speak out. God has not given us a spirit of fear. I'm not afraid to die, but feel God did not let us survive this long to now lose our lives, live in such pain and be unable to be there for others. It hurts me also to know Tlee did not have to advance to this stage, but malicious negligence has us both clinging to hope and dealing with unimaginable pain. We hurt and we relate to others who hurt this way. If anyone sees our videos and feels as we do, I would deeply appreciate you sharing our story and websites. Also I pray people will let Grange Insurance know it's wrong to let innocent people die when they could help. I didn't mean to write so much, but we are in a desperate situation. I talk to so many parents with sick children; young adults who have mold poiosning, cancer, lung disease, pain and so much more as a result of toxic mold. The state proclamation our governor signed, I worked closely with his staff to enact and despite all the politics regarding mold, it talks about the potential of cancer, aspergillosis, multiple organ damage, central nervous system damage, death and many other things which found from the EPA. People are dying NOW. they need hope. Please pray for us and share with any media, friends, or talk show hosts you have contact with. We also have a movie script of a true story where 3 children died from mold all the same night. The mother was at first accused of poisoning them. This movie could save many, many lives.. Also if ANYONE has a myriad of unexplainable symptoms or even suspects you may have mold, please contact me for honest and experts you can talk to. Don't just contact someone in the yellow pages. I wish this pain and devastattion upon no one. You can email me at [email protected] www.myspace.com/faceoftoxicmold If you feel led by God to write Grange to help us live, you can email Phil Urban or management at [email protected] I will post videos. please deal with my lack of focus. Pain and CNS damage causes me to get confused...God bless you.