God knew it...
Written by msperse
Posted on Thursday, April 17, 2008 at 06:51 PM.
i woke up this morning and i feel so empty..i miss my husband for real but all i can do right now is to be strong and wait for Gods perfect time..we dont have much time to talk since he work at night time and we have different time issue..its like when he got home im asleep and when i woke up he needs to go to work..its hard but being a wife i should understand.i feel so sad and it ends up me writting this blogs just to get off the heaviness in my heart....the distance that we have makes my faith getting more stronger.in one side of my mind i was asking my self why do we need to be apart ..but God always put on my mind that all things work together for good ...i might say that im happy but maybe not completely...but one thing i am sure is that i love God no matter what...and nothing can separate me from His love.my mom is not a Christian and so when she saw me looks sad she knew the reason why and she keeps on asking me why my God allows me to be sad and why my God didnt make a way to let me and my husband be together.and so i started to close my eyes and pray. I know my God ,,.He will protects me and uplift me . he will always give the best for me...God never wants us to be miserable..He just wants us to learn how to wait...He wants us to do His will...He wants us to become faithful and be strong. God for sure knows what is in my heart...so i know that he will grant all my prayers on His perfect time...
i love you lord and i lift my voice..
to worship You oh my soul rejoice
take joy my King
in what You hear
let it be a sweet sweet sound in Your ears
