msperse's Blog

I woke up this morning and i feel so tired ..i feel so weak so i ask God to give me another strength for me to move on..Every day is kinda a hard days..but what is impossible with God...My husband told me that no matter how tired we are God's love is really enough to move on...to live...and to show everyone how God made us perfectly.....im always giving my best to God ..i always wants to know what is His will for my life today...but God always reminds me Hod much special i am with Him...whew..i know im not deserving but He loves me and thats what really what matter most to me..bless uuuuuu alllllllllll


*SMILES*

Lord im hungry
for the Mighty move of God
Lord im thirsty
pour out Your Holy Ghost
Lord i want to see the hands of God
move mightily
inside of me
im hungry
For the move of God...



i love this song..really my spirit is soo oooooo hungry for the move of God....May God always move in our life...bless you all...

i woke up this morning and i feel so empty..i miss my husband for real but all i can do right now is to be strong and wait for Gods perfect time..we dont have much time to talk since he work at night time and we have different time issue..its like when he got home im asleep and when i woke up he needs to go to work..its hard but being a wife i should understand.i feel so sad and it ends up me writting this blogs just to get off the heaviness in my heart....the distance that we have makes my faith getting more stronger.in one side of my mind i was asking my self why do we need to be apart ..but God always put on my mind that all things work together for good ...i might say that im happy but maybe not completely...but one thing i am sure is that i love God no matter what...and nothing can separate me from His love.my mom is not a Christian and so when she saw me looks sad she knew the reason why and she keeps on asking me why my God allows me to be sad and why my God didnt make a way to let me and my husband be together.and so i started to close my eyes and pray. I know my God ,,.He will protects me and uplift me . he will always give the best for me...God never wants us to be miserable..He just wants us to learn how to wait...He wants us to do His will...He wants us to become faithful and be strong. God for sure knows what is in my heart...so i know that he will grant all my prayers on His perfect time...


i love you lord and i lift my voice..
to worship You oh my soul rejoice
take joy my King
in what You hear
let it be a sweet sweet sound in Your ears

its my 3rd days here and i am so blessed i feel like theres something in my heart thats over flows..i mean happiness..love and having a nice fellowship with all Gods people...i usually in myspace wrtting my blogs and talking to some friends, non christian and christians... well its also so good to have non christian friends , for me to do my job sharing the love of God.Just like what God has told us to go and share the gospel
Matthew 19 Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in[a] the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."
ehh im not a type of christian who share the Word of God forcing people and telling them that they should repent and acknowledge God or else He will punish you..hehe i feel like its kinda funny. I am more on telling them that no matter how they mess up God will always love us.but a life with God is more great and more meaningfull. I know that theres always a perfect time...it was so great to share the love of God ...the Word of God but we should always remember that In His time all is perfect. that its the holy spirit who works in a persons life. God just use us to share His Words..

we Christians should be the light of this World ..share the Love of God, be an example. live what u read coz it is important and be a blessings to all the people that surrounds you..wether they are non believers or believers.


To my Lord, im so blessed and thankful that i met YOU. You are so amazing God, that u know my heart, that u hear my cry, and that u always blessed me and my soul. All the glory belongs to you my God ...and You are worthy the be praise...
amen...

Now a days i always spent my time reading about Christian faith. Its not becoz i started to be weak on my faith but becoz it helps me alot to know that so many people experience miracle from God...from JESUS...Since i met God way back 1997, my life really changed alot..i mean so much changes..well its kinda like its hard to trust people, they usually love u when they need something from you..but after that your just a piece of nothing.ive been meeting alot of friends before and even now. But maybe it didnt work..most are just friends for benefits, some are they just like me to be one of the character of their dramas.But with God, I feel so beloved, so secure.. i maybe fall from sin but He never condemns me (With God there is no condemnation),One of the most sad things that happen to me is that i am far from my husband right now. Hes a very loving husband and a wonderful man of God. Been so happy with him , and i can say that he always helps me to understand that God is faithful and that i should need to trust God more.But the sad part is that were apart thousand miles away..*sighs*..i started to ask some questions like, why do i need to wait for a long time again to be with him (but funny i just need to wait like 12 or 15 months , well for me its a very long time ) why do i need visa and be worried if ill passed it or not :( why do i need this or that? God...why... but then my situation teach me alot of things.. THAT ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR GOOD ..FOR THOSE WHO LOVE GOD...while waiting for that time, i started to have more time with God, started to trust Him more than how i trust Him before.

FAITH is the act of believing the thingss that God has revealed about himself and acting of those beliefs.Or as the author of hebrews clearly puts it, FAITH is the confident assurance that something we want is going to happen.it is the certainty that what we hope for is waiting for us,even though we cannot see it up ahead.(Heb. 11:1)People who are righteous are to live by faith. I think one of a great example is Abrahams faith.He believe that God will give him a son even in his old age, and God did His promised to him, and becoz of how abraham delighted to God he even offer that promised back to God.

Wow...God is really Faithful for those who remain faithful to Him.Just really thanked God that He always keeps me on His hands.. and yeah thankful to mike who always deals things to me specially my relationship with God. So..i wanted to give all the Glory and Praises to God who is the author of my faith...I will always love to serve God with my whole family...see yha next blogs... >:D