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Be very careful if
you make a woman cry,
because God counts
her tears...

The woman came out
of a man's rib.
Not from his feet
to be walked on.

Not from his head
to be superior,
but from the side
to be equal.

Under the arm
to be protected,
and next to the heart
to be loved.


*Pass this on
to all exceptional
women that you know,
and to men
so they know
the value of a woman. peace be to all martha

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
and share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me.

I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there. to alll that we care about (mc)

For in fact the body is not one member but many. If the foot should say, "Because I am not a hand, I am not of the body," is it therefore not of the body? And if the ear should say, "Because I am not an eye, I am not of the body," is it therefore not of the body? If the whole body were an eye, where would be the hearing? If the whole were hearing, where would be the smelling? But now God has set the members, each one of them, in the body just as He pleased (1 Corinthians 12:14,18).

God's design is for you to be linked together with others. The 17th century English poet, John Donne (1572-1631), captured this reality in his famous meditation when he said, "No man is an island, entire of itself ... " You have a unique role to fill. It shouldn't surprise you that the Great Designer would not leave your earthly relationships to chance. So you can put the whole matter of your relationships with others before Him, asking Him to bring you in contact with those of His choosing.
Your newfound faith will impact every relationship. As noted earlier, some will want to grow spiritually along with you. Others will back away. Still others who come into your life through Christian fellowship will become your closest friends. "You shall love your neighbor as yourself" is a privilege and responsibility that comes directly from God's heart.
Key Scripture Abound in love to one another (1 Thessalonians 3:11).
Key Thought I am incomplete in myself. I need other people and they need me.

i know your heart is heavy and that tomorrow sometimes seen so far away. but the love u have for God will sustain you and in the long run he will prevail. sometimes it is hard to understand God and why he allow suffering and pain. but then we must remember god so love the world that he gave his only begotten son...that whoever believe it in him shall not parish, but have everlasting life. Imagine how God must have felt seeing his only son there hanging bruised, tormented, suffering, bewilder,pain, agony humiliated from the people he was trying to save... yet if Jesus would have fainted and become tired we today would not have salvation for tomorrow. Oh praise his name Jesus. sometimes he separate us from loved ones because in all his wisdom he knows whats best for us. it is hard for me to also stand still(wait)but i know that in Jesus hands what better hands... for he is faithful to his word. so another day comes and goes and i wait... God in all his wisdom will reveal the answer and sometimes he delays because we are not ready to accept or understand the answer. so just know that you have a sister in Christ that loves u and is here for u.

Psalm: he heals the brokenhearted, and binds up their wounds.

peace be with u martha



thank you heavenly father for your precious gift of Jesus... Jesus in all your wisdom you have sent me angel(Dwanna, James. Rageofheaven, Perse, elva,golgotha,tiroftroubles, Raquel ,Ricco and last but not less my Husband. so i may learn more about your will and so i can stay focus.

Thank u from the bottom of my heart...i love u lord and i need much dicipline courage and understanding to make it lord.

the devil is always busy when he see your trying to get closer to Jesus, but fret not. because if u are with me ,,,,,,no one can be against me... stand behind me satan for Jesus is the power. lift me in all your glory and keep me to you.

i once asked u if u couldn't help me then to kill me... thank u for knowing i would one day stand tall in your name. i have always said(god has not brought me this far to let me down)

i may tirer or faint... But Jesus is true to his word and i am saved... praise you god.. thank u for Jesus and for believing in me when i didn't know i was also believing in me threw Jesus. sometimes i cry and cry and cry... its because i feel change in me and i get overwhelmed.. but this day in time i don't run to medicate my mind and evacuate my soul, i trust in Jesus that he will help me with my burdens and only give me what i can bear. its hard Lord. its really hard..but when i think of all the suffering humiliation pain despair that u suffered for me and then nailed to the cross left to die for hours..spit on,laughed at. and still you in all your glory forgave me so that i could have everlasting life. then my burdens don't seem so big at all. forgive me and thank u. martha





YVONNE I ASK YOUR FORGIVENESS. IN WANTING TO BE RIGHT.. IN WANTING TO BE WRONG, I HAVE OFFEND YOU, I LET THE PASS PAINS OF MY HEART GET THE BETTER OF ME. I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SEE YOUR PAIN AND MAYBE TOGETHER WE COULD HAVE HEALED. INSTEAD WHEN YOU LASHED OUT AT ME AND IT BROUGHT BACK SUCH HIDDEN PAIN , I FORGOT THE LOVE OF GOD AND ALLOWED THE DEVIL TO DIRECT MY NEXT WORDS TO YOU. FOR THAT I ASK YOUR FORGIVENESS FOR I KNOW GOD AND I SHOULD HAVE TREATED THE SITUATION WITH MORE COMPASSION, THOUGH YOU SHOWED NONE FOR ME. BUT AS JESUS WAS BEING LEAD TO THE CROSS AND AS THEY NAILED HIS PRECIOUS HANDS AND FEET , AND AS HE LAID THERE IN AGONY.. HIS THOUGHTS WERE NOT HOW WE BETRAYED HIM , BUT FOR GOD ALMIGHTY TO HAVE MERCY APON US AND TAKE THE WEIGHT OF OUR SINS. SO WHO AM I, NOT TO PICK UP MY CROSS IN FORGIVENESS. LOVE U MUCH MARTHA





Happiness & strength endure only in the absence of hate.To hate alone is the road to disaster. To love is the road to strength. To love in spite of all is the secret of greatness. And may very well be the greatest secret in the Universe



. Don't despair and keep a healthy orral about you. God in all his glory hears your prayers and knows what is good for you.

sometimes its not that we have done anything wrong for our man to walk out ....

Don't try to change him, but focus on yourself., any man that walks out on 6 children needs a bout with Jesus Christ Our Lord. So what you need to pray for is his deliverance with God.

Pray that in his absence that he may be touched by the grace of God and return safely home.

i will keep you and your house hold in prayer.

Philippians:4-6-7Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Jesus Christ peace be with u.. i am here mc



Heavenly father i stand before you with my heart in my hand looking for answers and praying i will receive them .

father i ask that you give my husband gilbert , my daughter raquel and myself the strength and patience that we need to continue to be(still)and wait for your reply.

that in all your glory you see our pain and do what is best for us.

we have been going threw one obstacle after another and yet we hold fast to your word(ask and you shall receive)seek and you shall find.follow me and i will show you the wonders of the world.

Heavenly father i ask mercy for my family and by your grace i will be healed. I remembering the blessing u give me each day as i awake and each night as i rest( i know at first hand that there is nothing that you are not capable of doing, that there isn't a mountain that you can not move.

so i wait for your blessing to this problem that u so well know about ,without me uttering a word...and i wait for your answer. we need reassurance that our cries are not invain and that you as a good father will prevail.

thank you in Jesus Name. amem.....martha



lord in all your greatness again you have answered my prayers. i felt so distrauted today and with out hope and despair and then by the end of the day i was happy content and renewed of all my doubt and fears that they would be answered one by one and that i had to let go and let god.. so i feel siren. i sat down typed a few blog s to my sisters in Christ answered there hopes there fears and my own threw Jesus. i know you have sent them in my life like angels.. but the witness that you were with me through all my trial was now as i randomly opened the prayer wall and bang.. you spoke to me threw the prayers that had been posted. how was i too know i would hit this page. there are hundreds apon hundreds posted. but you in all your greatness has had mercy apon me and showered me with your grace and you relaid your message with tenderness and love. thank you god for Jesus... and thank u Jesus for loving me and again reassuring me that your on it and that i should stay still///////wait. you know my petition and i will see your glory.. i lov u Jesus...mc

Again thank you for keeping my animals feed, safe and happy. thank you for carlito health and peace of mind. for the smile in his heart and for all he does thru your grace for us. thank u for gilbert and may our love substain us and draw us closer to you Jesus. thank u for my eyes, my hands, my mouth, my ears, my legs, my heart, my fingers, my site my arms .. my nose .. all my vital organs and blood cells... thank u for allowing me to talk walk laugh cry for my lungs to breath,, my eys to see. Jesus thank u for this vessel and the care of it until u return and lift my spirit out of it. even when i am in despair(thank you for then i will apreciate the happiness..Glory be to your name my savior in times of trouble and in time of joy. mc



thank you father for today. it start out great and slowly became dismay.. but one thing came out of it all and it was gilbert asking forgiveness. we gently put our stupidity aside and made it the blessed day u intended. today i feel gilbert's hopes have been lifted just a little more and it will be no time before he is committed 100%. thank you Jesus for always being there even in our ignorance. i love god.. and i treasure each moment with you that i share. i ask just even another thing to keep in mind.. i know it is so many things we ask.. but if it is your will .. i ask for health.. especially with the pain in my legs.. more so i know that i may be slowed down,... but not put down... because i stand tall in u today. thank father for your constant grace and all your mercy threw Jesus. marth





hi my name is martha and i too have my share of health problems and sometimes i too feel as if the walls are crashing down on me. but when you feel like this is when Jesus is most with you carrying u and allowing you to rest(foot prints in the sand)..you see we always pray for a outer healing(the body) but this body is just a shell. God in all his glory does healing of the soul i know sometimes that is hard to except or even understand. Example: when you go to the doctor he can't promise u an extended life or total recuperation... but what he can promise you is that he will do his best to repair you. this works the same with Jesus(except for one thing) if you pick up your cross and follow you , Jesus will and can repair you from the inside out. meaning he will only give you what u can bear. and it is so beautiful to know that no matter what God never tires or gets shaken ... he will be there to the end. and at the end it will actually be your beginning. (all that were last will be first). so rest in the promise of God.(all who believe in my only begotten son Jesus and follow him... I will give everlasting life. there are things that we as humans cant understand (but) if we put our faith in God he will show us the way. i will keep you in my prayers. be blessed. martha



Dear God... as i get to know u better and spend more time in your presence i feel a change within me.<br>sometimes i forget to breath i am so excited.<br>sometimes i cry of joy and disbelieve that this can be happening to me this love of Jesus.<br>i have new faith and hope that tomorrow will bring all its great treasure for me. and that my continious blessing will flow as the great sea.<br>Jesus i pray that u give me and my family health to start... compassion and respect for each other. love and discipline for the word.<br>that u bring utterance in my tongue so i can spread the word of Jesus .<br>Jesus walk with me threw the storm and keep me focus.<br>give to my family there daily bread and shelter them from indifference. <br>help me find proper housing for my family and employment for gil.<br> bless carlos for alll his help that has been placed in his heart threw Jesus. ;thank u father for Jesus. Glory be to God. <br>And i as a beginner in Christ may i honor your holy name. martha



Dear Jesus: <br>today my heart is so sad because estrellita is going back home and i probably will never hear from her again. i hope that you obtain a safe and pleasant trip for her ... for she is a true believer and follower of christ. everything in life is for a reason and a season and u blessed me with this angel and now she must move on to instill your courage and strength in others. thank u for the time u allowed me with estrellita. u are an awesome God and i will not question your decission... but i will say that sometimes they hurt. i know this will make me stronger in the word. for your word is never failing and i can trust upon u . peace..<br>Dear God. here on another note i would like to send this prayer directly from my mouth to your ears.<br>Perse another sister In Christ is going up against one of the greatest challenges and that is to get souls for u. she is going to be teaching 150 children and parents. please guide her words that they may fill the ears and touch the souls of these creations of God.<br>and yet here is another prayer for my family that they may continue to receive your blessing and love each day. that u may make us stronger in your site and forgive our ignorance and direct our mind, heart,soul and whole exsistance towards u and for u. this i prayy in Jesus Christ our Lord.





Dear God: my prayers to u are always special but today i have heard one bad news after another. first i ask that you bless my family and animals and thank you for all blessing to date. next i want to thank u God for Jesus christ our lord. <br>father my heart is heavy and i know u are the only one that can give me relief ...because with u nothing is impossible.<br>perse son is very sick mj..please father her children are followers of u and perse throught out all her private pain has still continue to serve u/ i ask if it is your will to embrace her son and give him his health back again. he is such a little angel and is not ready to go heaven.. he will be a great speaker for u one day if he continue to love u as he does. have mercy if it is your will. tonya she is going threw such a trail and every chance i get i try to instill the seed of of your words. please lord give me the proper words to open her heart and allow u to enter. she has four children who are in need of a mother that can cope with them and teach them good value. i fear for her soul and i ask that u be merciful and help her .<br>kikito the love of my life. and yet somewhere between his childhood and now i have lost him forever. please lordd open his heart and eyes to you and direct his every steps.<br>heal his wounded heart of his childhood and open the doors to courage and strength so that he can be a loving and good father to his kids.<br>gilbert keep him close to you Jesus and cleanse his soul and heart and yield him to u. he loves u and though he is a little disappointed he hasn't lost his faith in you. let your will be done. lord he has come a long way because of u.. don't give up on him now. help him with employment and shelter for us both and our animals.. keep us in good health and with all our faculities and our limps.<br>bless each and everyone of my sisters and brothers in Christ Jesus , new and old.<br>carlos. touch his heart as u did once and yield him to you father for he also is lost and needs to find his way. <br>i pray for all the lost souls in the world and i ask that u teach me how to bring them closer to u . give me utterance.. help me where i am in fault so that i can glorify your holy name Jesus.<br>thank u father for your daily blessing and for always being there for me.<br>forgive my ignorance and teach me threw kindness and love. understanding and patience. <br>father where i need to get to the point. help those word come out properly so that i don't scare anyone away.. but place the seed so it can grow and you can nuture them . last but not lest for my daughter raquel... she is going threw many hard times the enemy is trying to attack her threw her spirit and mind. let no weapons formed against her prosper.she is a devoted follower of you and is speading your word to anyone that will listen and even those that done.

i ask that u give her peace of mind and embrace her with all your angels. i know u have cared for her all these years and i thank you for your love . but now she is in great need of renewal of faith and hope. i know she is fighting with every tooth and nail.. but she must put it in your hands and leave it there and this is were i ask for u too give her renewed strength. thank u lord

martha



Good morning Lord I know today is the right day for me (because you are in my life)<br> I know that i am healed because of the stripps u bear for me<br>I know i have salvation and eternal resting place in heaven (because i am sealed with your blood)<br>(know that each challenge, each trail and each tribulation i must go threw that your there giving that extra <br>boost that i need of courage to walk threw these trails... strength to endure this trails and tribulations<br>faith that each challenge will be like a learning tool and it will bring me closer to you. Praise God and Glory be his name almighty.<br>thank you God for Jesus... And Jesus thank you for being in my life.<br>Now just one more thing before i close my prayer...<br>please bless alll my sister's and brother's in Christ Jesus<br>bless those that are being persecuted all over the world for there belief and love for Jesus<br>make there suffering brought down to a humble roar and have mercy apon your followers.<br>bless my enemies that try to hinder me and lose faith in you... for if i can find forgiveness in them ...you can find it in me.<br>( if they see that i have a humble heart it may direct them closer to you.<br>give me the utterance so i may speak your words with conviction and authority yet humble and with hope.<br>hope and faith play a big part in my prayers for the blessing of my family .<br>thank you for waking me up each morning <br>thank you for my shelter(although i need my own place for my family ) this is just a stopping ground and i need to move on.<br>thank you for the food you provide and how you keep my animals feed and healthy<br>thank you for my health ( the improvement of it daily... for i am healed by your stripps)<br>thank you for my employment... and the ablility for me to still be working<br>last but not less.. gilbert is in need of employment for his family and shelter for us all.<br>i humbly await for i know you have already put it in action<br>ask and you shall receive... search and you shall find ...believe and you will see the wonders of the <br>Lord our God.<br>Your daughter In Christ Our Lord Jesus... martha<br>



father help our sisters and brothers in Christ that are being persecuted for there love and belief of you all over the world.<br>give them an ounce of relief and embrace them with the strength and courage they need to go the extra mil.<br>i ask that as i pray for my sister and brothers that u empower me with the voice of reasoning but that it be with <br>convication and authority so i may glorify your name.<br>help me to get a full understanding of your precious words that u inspired when the bible was being written.<br>forgive me in my ignorance and help me to be pleasing in your sight.<br>forgive my enemies and help me with the proper words to either draw them closer to you... or to see that i stand firm in you Jesus.<br>give me that extra strength and courage i will need daily to serve you. be with me in my time or trouble and in my time of good. i love u Jesus..<br>thank u for the blessing u give my family and me daily.<br>your daughter in Jesus,...martha

why syndrome of confusion and suffering



why do you keep testing me my Lord&lt;br&gt;why do you keep hiding your face from me&lt;br&gt;what is it you want from me&lt;br&gt;why wont you cry out to me so i can understand you&lt;br&gt;why am i lost from you&lt;br&gt;JESUS&gt;&gt;&gt;hear me.. don't let this lamb go astray.&lt;br&gt;HELP ME JESUS&gt;&gt; HELP ME JESUS&lt;br&gt;what are you trying to say to me.. i need you Jesus in my life&lt;br&gt;i am afraid and i am alone... HELP ME JESUS&gt;&gt;&lt;br&gt;forgive me if i have offended you... i am learning and i need guidance..&lt;br&gt;HELP ME JESUS&gt;&gt;&gt; don't turn your face away.&lt;br&gt;cry out to me and tell me what u want.&lt;br&gt;i need you in my life.. for without u i have nothing.. i am an empty shell waiting to die.&lt;br&gt;HELP ME JESUS.. stay with me and mend this broken vessel&lt;br&gt;you have been moving in gilbert's life as i had prayed to u and yet i complain.&lt;br&gt;Help me JESUS... whats wrong with me&lt;br&gt;am i afraid to be happy?????? or is happiness not there for me..&lt;br&gt;Help me.. i am lost and confused and i live in despere.&lt;br&gt;rid me of all these inquities that i have and huddle like a price possessin.&lt;br&gt;HELP ME JESUS... i am afraid and alone&lt;br&gt;help me to forgive.. and judge not/or spurn them .. &lt;br&gt;Help me JESUS ...i am a mess and i hate who i am&lt;br&gt;rid me of all these inquities i hurddle like a price possession.&lt;br&gt;bring joy back into my life.. .. even the few that u have given me so freely. HELP ME TO focus on you and only&lt;br&gt; you.&lt;br&gt;forgive me... in my selfishness i have not thanked you for all the blessing you have already showered me with and the continious grace that is apon me because of your love for me.&lt;br&gt;Help ME in the battle against the evil one's who try to restrain me and confuse me and have me question you.&lt;br&gt;forgive me Lord and don't hide your face from me.&lt;br&gt;i am your daughter in Christ and i open my heart to you...please always walk n and feel at home. dwell within me and release me from doudt and fear.. &lt;br&gt;strength me and direct me and may your will be done. i am searching for you and i won't yell. you are my savior and i love you.&lt;br&gt;such joy i feel when i feel your presence and such pain when your away or displeased with me.&lt;br&gt;i am sorry and i ask forgiveness if i have failed you..&lt;br&gt;your daugther...martha