) the chaotic situations I put myself in and the fact that I am still alive leaves no choice but to believe in GOD the enjoyment I have taken from this life is only by his grace I have spent the Marjory of it (life) in the coveting of things never realizing how good I have always had it. In the fast paced world we live in this is very easy to do (can you imagine people grown men and women being spoiled by an idea of greatness so much so that they take for granted there very lives never fully appreciating what’s right in front of them because they don’t have what they want not that they are actually pursuing what they want but still wanting and not having is reason enough to devalue all of the blessings that have been bestowed upon them