Mother's Day
Written by lillillybug
Posted on Sunday, May 11, 2008 at 04:27 PM.
Today, I have been so overwhelmed with so many mixed emotions! I feel almost as if God is punishing me.. I don't understand why God would take Lilly from me and give a baby to my 18, unwed sister.. I don't understand. I'm trying so hard to find the reason behind everything but I cant! I had to work today and my boss sent me home because I couldn't stop crying. I have to keep reminding myself that I'm a mother, its just hard when you don't feel like one. Why?
