Spiritual StrugglesWhen you struggle spiritually, how do you react?
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well i used to be a music playn drugged out secular artist until God called me out from my darkness. my name is joshua and im just in the adventure of coming out from the worldly ways in my life but its pretty tough. I live at the city rescue mission of new castle pa and i am in a life recovery program. instead of being a program based on drug recovery its all aspects of this heavy laden world that God is settting us free from. Iused to live in Colorado when i was a kid and that is like my favorite state maybye the Lord will allow me back someday. I moved down to florida when Iwas about 15 wich was pretty devastating to my ego when i was in the middle of high school so thats when i really got heated in alot of rebellion. i met my best friend when i was really just a kid apart from the world. when i met him i knew something quite amazing was going to happen and it would be a great catylyst in the lord aprehending me. I went through alot over the last three years than i ever had in my whole life. i lived homeless alot in the woods for about 4 months and just place to place all along with my best freind. i got out of reckless living alittle when i met w wonderful girl who became my source of love and acceptance for a while. though she cared for me greatly we were really worlds apart from being similar. Her parents finally had it with me and sent her off to to a camp hundreds of miles away. i soon after fled with my bst friend to become a rockstar after discovering i had a musical talent. swirl and twirl i went down frm there pretty much partying and getting so wasted forgot who was. God pulled my life from a bad trip and touching my life for the first time. At that moment everything in my life made sense and i saw how every moment was for a purpose to bring me to the Lords love. It all lead out to a life at the mission wich tends to be very stressful. its hard to face the evil you have become but God is making it a great adventure.