The Kingdom We Long ForWhat makes you most desperate for the fullness of God’s kingdom to arrive?
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So much to say about me in this little text field. Where should I begin? I guess I'll start by saying Hi, my name is Jared. I've been a Christian since I was about 14 years old. I will be 30 in March of 08... Wow, it's been a long 16 years. A lot has happened Over the these past 16 years and through it all, I have fallen away from the lord, and thought that in my eyes I could manage my life on my own (boy I couldn't have been more wrong). I would pray in my times of deepest need and almost feel guilty for doing so. I would pray when I needed help or someone else around in my life needed help. But I did not walk with the lord. I would call upon him only when I needed something. Kinda like that friend that calls you when he needs to borrow one of your tools, but you never hear from him any other time, and you have to call him months later to get the tool back.. Yeah kinda like that. Anyway.. Recently barring several events in my life I have decided that I can no longer live my life with out my lord in it every day. I am taking baby steps each day and leaps and bounds on others. I finally realized how short our time here is. I finally realized that Gods grace, our fellowship toward one another, family, the word of our holy father, and the holy spirit inside each one of us are what matter and what is important. I finally came to the realization and thought "what is my place in heaven going to look like if I continued down the path I was going". Would I even have a place waiting for me? Would he even recognize me when I got there? I wanted to change that. I wanted to be sure when I walk to that gate there is going to be NO question who I was, and there is going to be no questions when my friends walk to that same gate either.