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hey, i'm ellie. i'm 16 years old..i live in hell. i love blood, gore, death, pain, and black. i write to keep me alive and to keep me sane. i have anger management problems. i'm adhd, bipolar, and depressed. i have a messed up mind..i'm your worst enemy...i'm a non forgiver and a sinner and %@$! proud. i don't like crowds, i rather be alone in a dark place with a candle and a empty notebook. i don't take @@##% from people like i used too. i don't care what you think..go ahead label me. i hate people who try to be in the emo or goth crowd(they epically fail). i hate liars, fakes, preps, and cheaters. i don't like people basically. i don't have many friends..and the only friends i do have are slowly leaving me behind. i can care less anymore. i honestly rather be died than anything else..the pain would finally stop. i just lost my best friend brandon to a car accident..and i'm still #$@in crying over that. i'm not okay...so don't ask what's going on. because i won't tell you. i don't talk to people who talk like this "heyyy whtz up?" i talk to people who actually want to have a conversation. i'm adopted...so yeah i don't know my really family. i feel alone..and scarred... i've been asked where do you see yourself in 10 years...i said..in hell having a cocktail with satan. i'm not a satanist, or a atheist. i'm nothing...i do believe god did create earth. but i don't believe he can listen to me anymore... i'm alone...in this hellish world. i'm not crazy..because crazy is an understatement...insane is more like it.
The Least of TheseHow has God met your needs? Does this motivate you to reach out to other people? Why or why not?