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HI my name is Arianna and im a jesus freak!!! I love our lord and in our hardships we need him even more! May god bless all and May god help us in our times of need :D<br /> I am half tom boy half girly girl(hardly the girly girl part im a girl though so whatever) im strong and very slender I HATE and i mean HATE the color pink its just yuk,my favorite color is black my second favorite color is baby sky blue. <br /> I dont really like hanging out with girls (unless their my really good friends)(and becuase lots of girls make up lots of drama and some how ALWAYS find a way to get me mixed in with the drama which by the way I HATE!!!)<br /> I prefer to hang with boys in groups (i NEVER am alone with just one boy EVER not counting my dad's hanging with my dad's one on one is cool i like spending quality time with most of my dads exept David and thats about it :D ) <br /> I like hanging out with guys becuase they rarly talk about &quot;Oh my girlfriend dumped me oh did you here about so and so&quot;,and more crud like that which i hear most girls talk about(which %$##es me off becuase and i tell them this&quot; How would you like if i or that person ur gossiping about did that to you&quot;,?)<br /> I hate it when other people bully someone else becuase their different so what i do is i stand up for that person(s) so that they dont choose to kill themselves becuase they think lifes not worth living. ill do more soon till then see yeah<br /> <br /> Today (12-13-08) i found out my neighbors dog Buddy died yesterday 12-12-08.<br /> I am so sad. Buddy was more then a dog to me, he was family.<br /> I am crying so hard becuase i miss him so much.<br /> I am now thinking to myself why? Why would god take some thing so dear to my heart away from me?<br /> I just got all dressed up for my performance and put make-up on and am now crying and my make-up is all smeared.<br /> I just wish I could see buddy one last time,even if only for a second so i could hug him and pet him and play with him.<br /> I feel so terrable.becuase i feel felt so usless becuase i can and couldn't help him,and i still do. <br /> Im crying and praying that this is all a dream and that ill wake up and Buddy will still be alive but im wide awake,<br /> not asleep,and this is sadly not a dream. I feel pathetic and depressed that i am sartign to remeber all the times <br /> ive had with buddy,and all the memeries i hold dear. I remeber the time Buddy got pushed into the cactus some how one day <br /> ,how i went over and removed the spikes,the way he jumped on me becuase he was so happy i helped him and the way he looked at me <br /> thanking me in a way without words. I wish i could take his place and or be with him right now or see that he's okay,<br /> but i can't and it pains me so much that words cannot describe. I hope were ever he is that he is happy and is okay <br /> so that i might move on and i just want to say this about him:<br /> <br /> Buddy i love you so much and i wish you could read this(even though your a dog),but your not just any dog your my baby,<br /> my baby puppy that you used to be but now your a grown dog. I loved the way I could talk to you and you would act <br /> like you understood every word. I miss the way i could play with you and be with you when i was all alone and scared.<br /> I love the way you protected us and our house from danger and warned us when trouble was right around the corner,but most of all <br /> i love and will always cherish the dog you were and how much you cared about me and the way you were there for me even when <br /> i was forgoten,and i'll always miss you and love you forever,you are my best friend.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> -Arianna spring