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I'm Brittany Laeen. My friends call me Bee :] && I am a survivor. I'm single && I'm okay with that. I am enjoying the time to myself learning and growing. Right now I am seeking God's face on what to do about college. He has placed the desire in my heart to counsel and help others who have had their share of rough times. I love helping people, and through the hard times I've experienced, I hope to share the light and the hope I've receieved with others. I have recently been called to ministry and am just waiting on God's timing. I have a heart for women, especially teenage girls who have been broken. I often travel with the ministry, Clear Vision Drama Company. It's a humbling experience and God has taught me a lot through it. I'm a daddy's girl , born and raised. My daddy is my hero and I hope that I can be more like him as I grow throughout the years. I love Jesus. He completes me. He is the only one who has never left me in a storm... Without Him, I would be nothing.I work at Smiths as a dishwasher.It's a job where you have to get down and dirty to get anything done! :] I try to base my life around what's most important to me...God, family, friends, education, and controlling my inner child! :] I also love to just have fun. I like laid back people who can just relax and have a good time. My Mom is my BEST FRIEND and I couldn't live without her.I'm learning to trust God through everything and with everything. I'm a very private person and enjoy time alone. But I also enjoy people and feel at peace helping others.I'm a passionate person, about things that matter most..especially loving && helping others! I'm also passionate about communication,people,reading, and writing. BUT God is my main passion. I recently found my backbone and I pretty much let everyone know it! I refuse to let anyone walk all over me and I don't let boys get away with much anymore.I've learned to not care what people think or what they say. It's between me and God anyway. I also went through a big change and now I'm me again!! Except.. I still have some major trust issues that I am continuing to work through. It's hard for me to open up. Be patient with me I'm still healing. But healing and brokeness is where you find strength. I like people with a great sense of humor, people who are loyal and honest and those who bring out the best in me. I have a hard time sitting still and I get bored easily.I miss all of my old friends and the fun times we had but I'm learning to move on and have met some amazing people on this new-foudn journey. I admit, I like attention! But who doesnt? I love to read. I like having the option of going some place you have never been before and meeting people you have always desired to meet. I love to travel. I enjoy seeing the world && the places you have always dreamed of. I have two nephews that I love dearly and they are the world to me. Nathaniel Benjamin May && Toby Zachariah May. I'm crossing my fingers for a niece in the near future. ;o) I also have a brother,Paul, whom I would never give up and who I love more than anything.I've learned that family is important. They have been the only ones who have never given up on me when I gave up on myself. I also have some amazing accountability partners, Beth Vossen and Krysta Robinson. God brought them into my life at a time I needed it most. Through them, He has shown me love, forgiveness, mercy,strength, grace, and patience. I have had to become weak, to become strong. I've learned that there IS beauty in the pain. I would rather be broken than to not feel anything at all. I then would atleast know I'm growing. && with this all said..my journey is still continuing....