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well where do i start........................iam born into a Christian family and attended the Salvation Army from birth,but when i was 10 my dad became ill and ended up in hospital with manic depression, this is when i started to get angry with God.I was like God if you really loved me you wouldnt let this happen. Then started high school and i got bullied there and again i said God if u really loved me u wouldnt let this happen.Then when my dad was gettin betta he started havin epileptic fits and i was only 14 at the tme and i said again to God if u really loved me why r u lettin it happen to me. By this time i had enough of God and decided to go on a different road. I tried run away from him and u know that is impossable to do!!!.Then when i was 16 i wet to a big event that the God channel put on called team extreme and then i knew at that point i could run no more.I gave my life back to the Lord and now im praisin him every day of the week. The story doesnt end there.....last november the dr's told me that i have an axietey and pannic attack problem....just to cut the story short.....im movin on to the gd bit......one saturday nite in july i had enough i wasnt gettin any betta....so i was gona kill myself...i sed to God again if u really love me and u want me to do u work then help me, take all of this away.....that nite i posted a prayer request out on xianz(which is the Christian virsion of myspace....the link to it is on my profile feel free to come and join us on there) by the next morning i had 25 replies from ppl all over the world tellin me that they will b praying for me and that they all care about me....i was like wow!!! Then on the nite i went to church and the guy that was preaching that nite called us young ones onto the stage to pray for us all...as he laid hands on me and prayed for me the power of God through the Holy Sprit came over me...and man it was amazin....lets just say i havent had a pannic attack since that nite and everything in my life is just gettin betta and betta so y am i telling u this....well i want as many ppl to know how good God is......u might say well where was he wen i need him the most...well im always asked myself that i know where he was,he was carrying me in his arms..... y dont u let God into ur life like i have mine let God help u through ur bad times and he will God loves u and he cares about u if any of u have any questions just msg me and i will gladly help or if u need prayer im just a msg away take care God Bless danxx ***REMEMBER SMILE JESUS LOVES YOU***** DO U NEED HELP WIV ANXIETEY OR DEPRESSION PROBLEMS THEN LOOK NO FUTHER I HAVE CREATED A GROUP ON HERE TO HELP PPL WIV THEIR PROBLEMS http://groups.myspace.com/letgodhelpuwivuranxieteyanddepresstion