anabbasgirl's Video Channel

I accepted Jesus as my Savior over 30 years ago and am still learning what it means to accept Him as my Lord! But it is well worth the journey.<br /> <br /> I found a lump in my breast July 1, at 2:30 in the morning. My beloved husband and best friend didn't wake up for another 3 hours, so I had quiet time to pray and wrestle with Our Father. He gave me a sweet peace in that quiet time, reminding me that He will work out all things to the good of those who love Him and serve Him, but this is a road I never thought I would walk and would rather not... but His will be done, not mine! (Lordship again).<br /> <br /> I was excited to find this site, because I have not found any cancer support groups that &quot;blog&quot; as I believe. My husband said it best when he shared with me what he kept feeling, that first day... That we can't &quot;do this&quot; the way the world does... We are called a peculiar people and how we handle this valley will be witnessed by many around us,I don't believe God &quot;gave&quot; me cancer, but He has allowed it for a reason and above all else, I don't want to go through this and miss His purpose. Maybe there is something for me to learn through this... I have already learned a lot. Maybe my prodigal son will return to the Father through this trial... Maybe there is someone in my life who needs to witness us through this valley... Maybe someone needs Jesus, whose path I would not cross but that I travel this path... I just pray that I can keep my spiritual ears open to hear His whisper above all the fleshly noise and difficult decisions along the way.<br /> <br /> I have had mammograms, sonigrams, a CT/PET