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I WANTED TO SHARE MY TESTIMONY WITH YOU .I WAS RAISED NEAR VENIC BEACH IN CALIFORNIA.I WAS RAISED WITH A SISTER AND BROTHER.A MOM AND DAD.MY MOM AND DAD WERE IN A LOVELESS MARRIAGE.I NEVER SAW THEM HUG AND KISSING WAS OUT OF THE QUESTION.MY SISTER AND I WERE ABUSED BY MY MOM.PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL.THIS ABUSE FROM MY MOM WENT ON FOR 40 YEARS.THE VERBAL I MEAN.MY DAD MOLESTED ME AT AGE 13 AND UP TO 23 WITH WHAT I WOULD CALL ACTS OF MOLESTATION.I WAS AN ANGRY CHILD ALLWAYS TRYING TO GAIN APPROVAL BUT NEVER HAVING IT.THIS WENT INTO MY ADULT YEARS.I GOT PREGNANT AT 22 AND MY MOM GAVE MY DAUGHTER ALL THIS ATTENTION BUT HATED ME.TO THE POINT SHE ENABLED HER COMPLETELY.WELL I WENT THROUGH YEARS OF ANGER.I DRANK.I WAS DIAGNOSED BIPOLAR.I EVEN JOINED A CULT AT ONE TIME AND THOUGHT THEY HAD THE ANSWER.I HAD TO FAST FOR ONE WEEK TO BE FREE OF THAT.ON THE SEVENTH DAY .THE LORD SHOWED ME I WAS IN A CULT.I LIVED IN MY CAR AT ANOTHER POINT FOR 7 MONTHS.I HAD A GUN POINTED AT ME WHILE I WAS THERE AND ALMOST BECAME A PROSTITUE.I THEN HAD THREE ABORTIONS AND WAS MARRIED AND DIVORCED THREE TIMES.THEN I DECIDED TO WALK WITH JESUS ALL THE WAY.SO I DID BUT STILL WITH ANGER.I GOT MARRIED TO A WONDERFUL MAN .HE PRAYED FOR ME AND POURED INTO MY LIFE LOVE.WE THEN HAD TWO MORE CHILDREN TOGETHER.ALL OF MY CHILDREN ARE GIRLS .THEN MY DAUGHTER (LEAH)AT 17 DECIDED TO BETRAY MY HUSBAND AND I BOTH.HE ADOPTED HER AT 10 YEARS OLD.SHE LIED TO POLICE AND TRIED TO HAVE ME ARESSTED AND MOVED IN WITH MY MOM.AT THE TIME I ACTUALLY HAD A ROOMATE THAT TOLD THE POLICE THE TRUTH BUT IT HURT NON THE LESS.I TOLD MY MOM(ARLENE) I DID NOT WANT TO FIGHT WITH HER ABOUT THIS ANYMORE AND SHE TOLD ME I WAS DEAD AND HAS ABANDONED MY OTHER TWO CHILDREN SO I FASTED AGAIN 40 DAYS.ON THE MASTER CLEANSE.WELL I WAS SET FREE OF ANGER ,BIPOLAR,FIBROMYALGIA,HERPES ON THE LIPS,.I AM HAPPY AGAIN.THIS SINCE 2007.IT IS MIRACULOUS.I AM A CO LEADER AT CHURCH NOW.I COULD NEVER HAVE DONE THAT BEFORE .I HAD TOO MUCH ANGER BEFORE.I PRAY FOR PEOPLE AND PEOPLE HAVE BEEN HEALED BY ME PRAYING FOR THEM AND THEIR LIVES HAVE BEEN CHANGED.PRAISE JESUS HE IS SOOO GOOOOD TO ME .DONT GIVE UP.I WAS SAVED AT 16 BUT DID NOT START WALKING WITH HIM STEADY TILL I WAS 31.AND I DID NOT GET SET FREE OF ANGER TILL I WAS 41 SO DO NOT GIVE UP.SOMETIMES IT TAKES A WHILE AND DETERMINATION.I WAS NOT GOING TO GIVE UP TILL I SAW MY FREEDOM.AND NEITHER WAS GOD.