Lost
Written by Scooshi
Posted on Friday, July 11, 2008 at 10:23 PM.
How do you get past the thoughts of the known? The desires. The desires that will eventually lead to a pit. A pit that it seems you will not be able to leave. A pit that you have decorated because you have resigned that you will retire there.
How do you get to the point where you no longer grieve for the very things that were leading you straight to hell?
I am lost..scared..lonley..crying over the friends and substances that I know that I need to abandon.
I know that it is a battle. A battle between spirit and flesh. I know that, but I don't know where to go to begin not wanting, lusting,to return to that road of distruction to self and life
