Scooshi's Blog

How do you get past the thoughts of the known? The desires. The desires that will eventually lead to a pit. A pit that it seems you will not be able to leave. A pit that you have decorated because you have resigned that you will retire there.

How do you get to the point where you no longer grieve for the very things that were leading you straight to hell?

I am lost..scared..lonley..crying over the friends and substances that I know that I need to abandon.

I know that it is a battle. A battle between spirit and flesh. I know that, but I don't know where to go to begin not wanting, lusting,to return to that road of distruction to self and life

Andy

"there's never been a man who shook this can, but i know a man who tried, the newspapers called it a jailbreak man, but i know it was suicide"

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CHARLOTTE, North Carolina

United States

Last Login: 7/4/2008

Mood: blessed

This is my friend Andy's my space front page. Andy struggled with addiction for years and then got sober. Andy knew God. Andy choose the world to heal his hurts. Andy enjoyed July 4th with friends....Andy died alone, in his apartment from a herion overdose, he was there until July 8th..He was a great guy....now he really has his MoJo back

Some of you were sick because you'd lived a bad life,

your bodies feeling the effects of your sin;

You couldn't stand the sight of food, so miserable you thought you'd be better off dead.

Then you called out to God in your desperate condition;

he got you out in the nick of time.

He spoke the word that healed you,

that pulled you back from the brink of death.