OllieTheBum's Blog

Pain, depression, and agony... Regret, confusion, and self blame.
You felt all of this... And had no peace.
You lost your happiness... You lost your hope.
You felt so alone and so ashamed... But all is not lost.
For now, all that you lost... You have once again, regained.
You walk upon golden streets... In a body of perfection, crafted by Him.
Our Savior has rescued you... And delivered you from yourself.
You have no more pain... You feel no more regret.
We are selfish as we weep for you... For, as we weep, you are in paradise.
When you lost all hope and your will to live... You were saved, and delivered to a place of eternal rest.
Now, you look down upon us... In your happiness and laughter.
Rest in peace my dear Uncle... For now, you are finnaly at peace.
The End (no, the BEGINING)
I love you Uncle Jeff! I miss you! But I know you are with the Lord, so please... May you FINALLY.... Rest In Peace..... Your Loving Nephew, James.

This is my group. I am an Outcast, a loner, I march to my own beat. Because of that, in some peoples eyes I am looked at as a "troubled youth" or a "bad influence". I am tired of these labels. That is why I made this group. To prove them wrong! I want to spred the word of God throughout the nation..... But, I want to do it MY way! Music, talking to teens on there level, being "punk-rock", getting rid of these labels by taking these "Outcasts" and turning them into Soldiars. But, I need help..... I ask that anyone who reads this, and feels that this movement is a good idea, to join..... BE AN OUTCAST!!!!! BE A SOLDIAR!!!!!

Shes not doing any better..... My Uncle Jeff went over to her apartment today..... She wont go to the Hospital..... She wont take he diabetes medicine..... And her apartment is a complete wreck..... Im afraid =(..... Afraid she wont be saved =(..... Afraid I wont see her before it happens =(..... Afraid of it happening at all =(..... Im afraid of loosing my Grams =(..... She is the only Grandparent I have..... The others passed away before I was born or when i was to young to remember..... She is the only one I have left..... I just dont know if Im ready to give her up yet.....

My Grams is very sick..... She does NOT know the Lord and seems to have lost her will to live..... I ASK YOU TO PLEASE PRAY FOR HER SALVATION AND HEALTH!!!!!