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I exhale for now because my pain is far gone/

The stabbings the tumbles the wounds haves scabs on/

I exhale for now because others live worse/

And I stand here alive not erased in a hearse/

I exhale for now because true love has an answer/

While other's speed away from emotions like cancer/

I exhale for now because I can't Inhale again/

Like asthma, pneumonia, or suffocation's first kin/

The ode may form simple, while amiss in the bliss/

How dreadful to die to gossip's first kiss/

As in pain we breathe less/As in torment we careless/

Stare shamed at the world, as she eye's us undress/

With a simple inhalerto insert O-2/

When a simple exhale is what we should do/



Lil P



2008 9th December

A gem hard to find like Stevie dark rooms/

They say all get sucked in by the sensual vacuum/

Why hesitate the world doesn't care/

Do you wonder how it feels to pull a girls hair/

Why halt for one when you can taste many more/

She's already half dressed need I say more/

Just one sample nobody'll know/

Like the saying goes who will believe a H**/

All you need is a Latex to cover your tracks/

People don't expect artists to live their tracks/

I'm telling you listen there's none left/

Virginity lays silent kinda like dead cleft/

But your s** drive is harnessed everyday/

And each breath closer your strength will decay/

I plan to make the audiences laugh at you/

I plan to make the critics lob jest at you/

Your the only one and I can guarantee that/

And you'll fall like the rest best believe that/

-----Get behind me Satan, I've deciphered your banter/

You walk mouth foaming rabid Panther/

I will adhere to the word laid out/

And I will stay pure, till my mate comes about/

Your sooth sayings are false like zirconium/

Leaning towards you is instant pandemonium/

My eyes are fixed focused on the prize/

The hands of the father is where my heart lies/

I made a covenant to my Mother at a tender age/

And I plan to live it till God turns my page/

You can throw shapes sizes and personality/

But my marriage to wisdom is steadily grabbin' me/

So not another word our dialogue is over/

I only want to see you over my shoulder/

I will pass this test in the name of Christ/

Because he's the only one who knows my wife/



Lil P

copyright 2008

Now he sent her in the perfect silhouette, so how could I/

Stand still and let those digits fly by/

Marble cake crumbling in the palm of her hand/

Strummed like a string on the guitar of a band/

Phone calls turned dates/P.F. Changs to her place/

Lookin' at the coach tryin' to steal third base/

And Bring it all home like Mark Mcgwire/

And do like most playas hit the mark and retire/

I couldn't talk myself I wasn't even sane/

Got me so thru I was walkin' wit a cane/

Perfume of deception followed kisses of lies/

Layed down wit nite and mornin' greeted my eyes/

From that point on I looked at her different/

My look turned to scorn when her belly seemed different/

She was hung up on how it was love/

I was like don't you see the ring I'm already in love/

Well why did you do this Ima be a single mother/

When my wife finds out Ima be a dead brother/

Even as a Christian I offered abortion/

Now I was in the hands of Satan's Extortion/

But she uttered no you ain't gettin' off ez/

I aint bein' looked at as some hood breezy/

The solution to the problem became hard to formulate/

So if you're young and love yourself just don't fornicate/



Lil P

copyright 2008

On the outside looking in, where did time go/

Name not Ray, but I grew up blind tho'/

He promised me Palaces just for a kneel/

To share in his pain of the bruise of the heel/

I bathed in lime light, and wallowed in riches/

Drowned in ecstasy to wake in ditches/

My mind wandered/And my soul pondered/

Can't say the number of children I've fathered/

Now I'm here forever to sort things out/

Too bad cuz I'll never get out/



From shame to flames who could figure/

That I would feed my kids on shape of figure/

Long nites of perversion/Politician excursions/

But the way I looked was a deadly diversion/

He said I would be a vixen like Mellissa Ford/

But now Salvation I can't afford/

Never got tested didn't fear aids/

Never had a coach didn't need plays/

Now I'm here forever to sort things out/

Too bad cuz I'll never get out/



Too each his own, pleasure is fleeting/

As life erodes time's heart is beating/

No one knows the date or even the minute/

So let us strive for perfection like pursuit of a pennant/

Because one day you will have to mirror your life/

Nothing like a video game you can't live twice/

Will you burn or inherit the kingdom/

Will you sell out to sin or wash in freedom/

Now I'm here forever to sort things out/

Too bad cuz I'll never get out/



-------Lil P

Copyright 2008

Love is unpriced

Love is unsliced

Love is a body that has given another its life



Love is never aging

Love is Oh so amazing

Love never utters to his mate "pay me"



Love is overwhelming

Love is unfailing

Love is there when her lover is ailing



Love is thoughtful

Love remains watchful

Love never flips like a waffle



Love is patient

Love's origin ancient

Love is true no one can fake it



Love is a gift

It leaves no rift

Love never causes one's heart to sift

--------to be continued

Lil P's poetry

copyright 2008