Kris10Love's Blog

Okay, how do I start this out? Well.. okay.. i'll talk about my birth. Eventually, I almost dyed when I came into this sinful world because the umbilical cord was wrapped around my neck.. choking me to death. Until the doctors happily cut the cord off, I was fine. Though later on in the story.. 7 months later after my birth.. I was horribly sick as a baby still... no doctor in Georgia knew what was wrong with me. I 'poo' blood as a baby during this time, had a high fever of over 100... the fever got so bad that they had to put me in a bathtub filled with ice and cold water just to bring the temp down. So all my life until the age of six.. I had to get nearly 2 shots once a week. It was scary for me and my family. They thought I was actually was going to DIE! -- See, thinking of this on how I am still alive by God's blessing and grace. The devil REALLY wanted to kill me, and he still does I believe..

Here is another story of how I almost got killed...
at the age of 10 (I am 14 now). Me, my mom, my sister ( she was 6 months pregnant with my nephew whom has a heart problem now), my brother in-law, and my cousin. We all was going to the mall up in Tennessee.. just to have family fun, you know? After we picked up my cousin.. not only two miles away from his house... a car hit us head on and t-boned us on the passenger side where my mom and sister was sitting. I sat in between my mom and cousin in the back.. WITH NO SEAT BELT ON SINCE WE DIDN'T HAVE ONE IN THE MIDDLE AT THE TIME! -- Later on.. as we knew.. my sister beautiful Honda got hit and we flipped over maybe 4 or 5 times and finally rested on its side.. near the ditch. Me, with no seat belt on... I laid on shattered glass.. looking next to my momma.. which she wasn't really panicking. Though my sister was. Which was bad, but the baby turned out to be fine.. and in the end.. I got out of the car first. AND NO SCRATCH OR BRUISE WAS ON ME! AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE WITH NO SEAT BELT ON! IT was amazing.

But back then during that time.. I really was never growing up in a christian home even though my mom and dad USE to be christians... they just walked away from God and never took me to church. The only people that I could go with was with my Nanny and Paw Paw, but to tell you the truth... I thought church was nothing. Just a religion. Yeah... but when I was 8.. I still remember... I got saved. But then later on.. I just.. don't know. My dad was an alcoholic, my mom.. she did some bad things that are really personal. LETS JUST SAY! I was living through hell, and I was mad at God for it.

((( TO BE CONTINUED )))

My mom was blessed today,
she got her disability!
After her lawyer called, telling her she didn't have to go to court, she cried all day from 10 o clock this morning until then on when I got home from school near 4 o clock in the evening.
My sister, Nanny, and Paw Paw.. even my dad was there at the time.
I turned on my moms favorite song, 'Revelation Song' and she began to sing, cry, pray, and preach.
We watched.. prayed for her... and we all cried together.
Thanking God, Jesus Christ for everything..
he is so Holy!
&&
He brings miracles!
Just be patient, pray, read the word, be obident to his word and you sha'll recieve from him!
Oh Glory!
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At my own house.. I felt his presense there.. just I knew it.. a heat rushed over me after a few seconds of prayer.
It was just so amazing!
Having church at my own home....
Praise our Lord and Savoir!!!
God Bless and I ♥ all of you!
:]

I had to brag about this.. I followed to go back to church and all. I decided to go with my grandmother (nanny), my grandfather (paw paw), and my mom (which she was in moral depression); we went to a prayer meeting. Oh was their an annoiting around us and all we did was listen to certain gospel music, I couldn't STOP crying!!! So finally they prayed for us both, I had the spirit of not feeling like I was good enough to be a christian, a spirit of lust and pervision, and they told me that God told them to take care of our temples.

Then the other day when I went to churh, my paw paw pronouned that Jesus is coming for us soon.. the rapture.

Oh Jesus, I can't wait to come home! Thank you, thank you.. (i pray) for giving me peace and rebuking those demons from out of me.. my mom.. my house.. and God, I hope and will always pray that my dad will lead to come to church. Oh god. By the way, i'm thankful for giving me the message of saying that i'll be a leader in the future.. and that I have annoiting voice to gift other with the Holy ghost. You are so wonderful. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.

- Kristin