another day, tired
Written by CWIM1
Posted on Thursday, July 3, 2008 at 10:20 AM.
Not doing well again today, even after 45 nims. in prayer. That is the shortest the prayer time I can remember having the past several years. I normally pray about 1.25 hours in the mornings and then off an on through out the day as needed. Then again at night for pressing issues and repentance of anything that I know I have messed up on for the day. <br />rnI almost deleted the previous blog, the 21st (?). But at this moment have left it. <br />rnThe Lord has told me to do so many things and all of it is impossible for me to do myself. Often times, in the continous battles I do not hear HIM directly. I know HE isalways here and I am HIS but I get very tired and Lord forbid if I do not cast out a demon or two every day. If I do not I pray the price. The enemy is so strong, much too strong for me as David also knew and wrote:Psalms 38:19 But mine enemies are lively, and they are strong: and they that hate me wrongfully are multiplied.<br />rn<br />rnAnd Now I pray for HIS deliverance again; my constant plea and prayer.<br />rnPsalms 18:17 He delivered me from my strong enemy, and from them which hated me: for they were too strong for me. <br />rn<br />rnThe enemy comes hard against those who truly war for Christ Jesus and HIS people. Even so the Lord Jesus is in total control of each persons call and what each person can handle. Some HE bless's with ease and with others HE does things differently. Whom HE has mercy on HE has mercy. HE alone is sovergien and knows what each of us needs and it is not the same for each one of us because HE has a different plan and purpose for each of us. <br />rnIntersting, when we look at the Prophets as written: some were happyish, some agressive and even somewhat mean (according to the flesh), others greatly sadden and burdened, But today they preach it is a sin. "For the JOY of the Lord is my strength". Basically one verse and they make an entire doctrine out of it. We are a church that assumes they know what God (Jesus) wants but does not have a clue. Following our own hearts with cute cliches that make our flesh feel good. <br />rn<br />rnOh, well tommorrow is a new day and HIS mercies are new every day. <smile> strange they did not make a doctrine on that one. hummm, wonder why?
