CWIM1's Blog

Glory, the Lord got me through another very hard attack a couple of days ago. Oh but for HIS grace I would surly not be amonst living flesh. It amazes me how christians think that following the Lord is some type of cake walk. I do not really know where they get that message from, cept it is understood from the messages of the pulpit. I should have a new video clip up on the subject in a day or two, maybe today.

I think I need to do one on Love also. If a person reads the bible I do not know how they can be so confused but that is me and certainly there is only one me and one you all to the glory of God that HE may pour out HIS grace (divine ability) on each of that HE may be lifted on high. Thank you Jesus.

Yesterday started feeling like I wanted to be somewhere: India, Chile, I do not know. Normally at this time I am gone and in India doing the Lords work. But this year I must rebuild and make so adjustments. It is going to be a wonderful year with the Lord Jesus. I except much greater use and operation of the gifts, including prophecy. LOL, the problem is that that it will be as it was with the real Prophets and Apostles, No one is going to like it cept the few. Just like Jesus. The word says the multitudes and the feeding of the 5000 etc. yet rarely do we realize that there were thousands, tens of thousands of people in Jerusalem and 100's of thousands in the entire area. Anyway I am looking forward to the ride and the walk. And am certainly not delusioned about it's difficulty. Nor and I delusioned about HIS grace that will get me through each part of it. So, be blessed and pleased with me My Lord and My God, Jesus.

Well, Praise God! Made it through another holiday, July 4th. I was wacked so hard I did not even realize what was going on in my last blog post. We had celebrated our freedom the previous weekend at KLTY's Celebrate Freedom. The hardest time is just before the holiday as the satanist and witches prepare for the coven meetings. I get wacked hard as they try to get their people back that the Lord has allowed us to get back for him. And as they try their best to exact payment in their rage.

All is well and the Introduction video is uploaded. I was concerned about people's bandwidth. I am sure as all of you guys know that if you go to someone's or a ministries profile page then it automatically downloads and plays the choosen video whether you want it or not. So I made a small 60 sec. one to let people know what we do.

We have also started a Paltalk room (http://paltalk.com) CWIM Saturday House Church. Pray to see you there!

Not doing well again today, even after 45 nims. in prayer. That is the shortest the prayer time I can remember having the past several years. I normally pray about 1.25 hours in the mornings and then off an on through out the day as needed. Then again at night for pressing issues and repentance of anything that I know I have messed up on for the day. <br />rnI almost deleted the previous blog, the 21st (?). But at this moment have left it. <br />rnThe Lord has told me to do so many things and all of it is impossible for me to do myself. Often times, in the continous battles I do not hear HIM directly. I know HE isalways here and I am HIS but I get very tired and Lord forbid if I do not cast out a demon or two every day. If I do not I pray the price. The enemy is so strong, much too strong for me as David also knew and wrote:Psalms 38:19 But mine enemies are lively, and they are strong: and they that hate me wrongfully are multiplied.<br />rn<br />rnAnd Now I pray for HIS deliverance again; my constant plea and prayer.<br />rnPsalms 18:17 He delivered me from my strong enemy, and from them which hated me: for they were too strong for me. <br />rn<br />rnThe enemy comes hard against those who truly war for Christ Jesus and HIS people. Even so the Lord Jesus is in total control of each persons call and what each person can handle. Some HE bless's with ease and with others HE does things differently. Whom HE has mercy on HE has mercy. HE alone is sovergien and knows what each of us needs and it is not the same for each one of us because HE has a different plan and purpose for each of us. <br />rnIntersting, when we look at the Prophets as written: some were happyish, some agressive and even somewhat mean (according to the flesh), others greatly sadden and burdened, But today they preach it is a sin. "For the JOY of the Lord is my strength". Basically one verse and they make an entire doctrine out of it. We are a church that assumes they know what God (Jesus) wants but does not have a clue. Following our own hearts with cute cliches that make our flesh feel good. <br />rn<br />rnOh, well tommorrow is a new day and HIS mercies are new every day. <smile> strange they did not make a doctrine on that one. hummm, wonder why?

A new thing for Christians, especially church leadership: honesty in their lives before the congregation. I am an ordained pastor and much more importantly called by and ordained by the Lord Jesus, HIMSELF. Yes by HIM not by man and cerntainly not by the approval of the man-church. I am also and as my first calling a Deliverance Minister. Which through obedience was risen up into very high spiritual warfare: not only MPD & DID (Multiple Personality Disorder & Dissociative Identity Disorder) but including "High Magick" and Religious spirits, including Holy Spirit Impersonators.

So, I am constantly under vicious attack by various high ranking demons. My struggles are great. The Lord has told me a while back to write book, which I have started but I am not much of a writter nor do I figure I will get it done. I want to but I do not believe I will be able, simply because of the constant attacks and because I am so very busy: working a full time job in the world, tryiong to get my BA in Ministry Leadership, operating the Safe House with currently one MPD living in it, starting a goat ranch (again, by command of the Lord Jesus), and of course the CWIM (Covenant Warriors International Ministries) in teaching Deliverance, Healing the Multiple Personality and Dissociative person, and missionary duties, mostly to India.

If anyone or church needs the most excellent host and organizer who is absolutely Christian and HONEST for ministry in India please contact me and I will see what we can do.