BattleReady09's Blog

1. don't hold back

2. pple rele do care

3. they don't have to kno u to care

4. there is always bad luck n each day

5. take each day as it come to u

6. u can luv someone n not even met them

7. there r pple who honestly do care about u

8. its not alright to hold n ur feelings

9. eveything isn't always going to be ok

10. the darkest time a nght is right b4 dawn(n other words good things will hppn)

11. sel pitty never did ne one good

12. we all have things we hate

13. homeskoolers r freakin amazing(luv u guys!!!!)

14. homeskooled kids mature faster than i ever will!

15. u can trust someone with everythin n less that 30 minutes

16. once u get on here its like a family

17. this family can never b broken

18. just b/c u rn't blood related doesn't mean u rn't brother n sister

19. pple will go across the country to beat the snot outta ppl(lil!)

20. u guys will stay up tll well all nght listening to me whine n actually help(thnxs!!)

21. there is no such thing as bed time on godtube

22. once u get on ur addicted

23. some of the most amzing pple r on here

24. some of the most caring pple r on here

25. some of the best liseners n shrinks(helpers r on here)

26. don't complain about having a bad hair day(check out vid. 30 days To Live)

27. u guys will go to the end of the earth 4 eachother

28. never let nething get u down

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29. its ok to cry... or b sad or mad n don't b ashamed of it it shows ur human

29 1/2: that the (n britian) there is no such thing as iced tea "The only way to drink to is hot" 'Avery'

30. lastly that u guys r some freakin mazing words can't even describe it n that no matter wat u'll always b there 4 eachother n that the world rele isnt full of jerks n that.. i rele miss chat!



all these things i have learned on here n probably many more to come. i rele do miss talking to u guys n i hope u have a freakin awesome summer!!!

When I was little i used to go to church. I didn't get it i thought it was just some annoying that your mom took you to every Sunday. Yea i knew the everyday Bible stories like Johnah and Jesus dieing on the cross. But i didn't really get them. I was born a cluts and i have payed for it. I nearly got crushed when i was 9 by our fireplace mantel, i've fallen out of trees, had sivear allergic reactions. Everywhere i go no matter what trouble always seems to follow me. Between 8 and 11 years old i stopped going to church. My mom worked night sift at the hospital, and my dad just doesn't go. I didn't think you had to go i thought everybody got into heaven just because you could and that there was no hell. One Sunday when my mom wasn't working i went to church. That next Saturday i was actually excited about going to church. That was the first time EVER.

Acoule yrs after that i went to my churches summer day camp. All the councilers were talking about being saved. I didn't know a single verse from the bible, and i had never been saved. I really didn't know what i ment. One day they were talking about it and whent they prayed i did the abc's thing. I didn't know what i ment i just thought i should do it. Everybody was really excited for me. I still didn't get it. My mom switched her job so that she only worked days. That made it so i could go to church more often.

Acouple summers after that i went to a summer camp. That changed everything. I had already been saved for real and i actually knew what it ment. But i still didn't care that my dad didn't go. When i went to that camp i learned that if my dad didn't start going to church then he was ging to go to hell. I don't kow if he ever went and i don't really care all i care about is him going now. He takes something i don't know what it is but he is always rele cranky. I USED to ask him y he didn't want to go to church and he would just yell at me. PPle don't relize how lucky they are that both of their parents go to church. They aren't wayed down with that and all the ohter teen crud. My family is rele messed up. Some of my family i'm not even sure is saved.

THIS DOWN HERE IS THE MORE LATER SO LOOK DOWN PLZ ITS MORE!!!!

so then after acouple years of going to church my whole life started get worse and worse. my parents started yelling me for no reason. And then my gradnma died. I blaim myself i kno i sholdnd't but i do. if we wouldhave been there mayb she could have gotten hhelp but we weren't. Now i dn't get calls from her on my b-day or onChristmas. then i found out i was moving. i started getting madder i got mad at my parents and even God... then i finally decided to come here. U guys r amazing i want to let u kno that. u have helped me so much n u don't even kno it! Especially Gabby:Wanna talk? Jenn:It'll be k battle Anthony:Becky i'm here if u ever need nethin Nate:becca r u ok? ABner:sis... talk to me plz we care! Dmatt... for making me laugh when i didn't want to-_- and sportsman for getting my mind off my prblems for awhile and especially NicholasWolfwood who stayed up with me till 11 listening to me whineNichalasWolfwood:The darkest hour of the night is the one right before the dawn. thank u guys so much! i luv everysingle one of u like sisters n bros! i'm over being mad @ God n i have been. he's been amazing n my life. even though South Carolina will never be my home .. who knows what will happen here??? we'll never kno unless we live alittle! Do everythin u can to have fun life is way to short!!! understand? go out n rock climb real rocks, pick p a jellyfish and hope it doesn't stings u. the most important thing to do is TRUST GOD! he KNOWS what he's doin!