Visa, visa, visa....
Written by AsgerP
Posted on Wednesday, August 20, 2008 at 12:45 AM.
Hi there...
There are times where I really wonder if anyone is reading this at all....there is surprisingly little response and I wonder what it is that makes me write in here..... I think the answer is that I am writing more for my own sake than for any one else !
It is almost like an addiction......I just need it...I need somewhere...un-censured where I can pour out the things from my heart, my mind........where I can splash it out knowing that it is a safe environment ! I sort of find a freedom place at GodTube.......if that is sad or good...you be the judge...... :-)
Anyway....now I am bak in Laos again....again, again chasing those valuable Visa' s that controls my life....where I can stay or where I cannot stay. It is sort of prisoning me......but no matter how much I hate it, I must conform it, adjust to it....behave after it, because the immigration people has the power, no doubt about it.
The Bible guides us.........but it does not seem to give os granting to stay whereever we want and how we want...even the word of God seems to be under peoples influences....unless God is ACTUALLY working WITH and THROUGH those people.....is that possible ? YES it is......is it even possible that maybe even some of my weird actions is things that God allows for a higher purpose - for teaching me something, for teaching others something......is it possible ?
Is it possible that God is doing FAR MORE in this world that we even imagine.....that we just dont see it ?? I think it is so.........I really wish I could see more of that.....I really wish to see more of Gods actions and how He is dealing with the world, with individuals...and I am talking OUTSIDE the church (the concept-church I mean....). I even think that God is doing FAR more OUTSIDE the church than inside the traditional church-system....sad to say, but I think that is true.
With these few drops of thoughts........I greet you from Laos........may we all see more of God today !!!
