Spiritual StrugglesWhen you struggle spiritually, how do you react?
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Well, I was born and raised in Texas, I now live in Co. I have a beautiful wife, a handsome son, three gorgeous daughters, two of them are twins, and my family is my life. when I was about sixteen, I made a decision to walk away from my church, one day as I was standing there, I felt that, that wasn't for me. I still believed in God but I didn't believe in religion, at the time I didn't exactly know what I meant by that, but that is what I felt inside. After that, I would not let anyone speak to me about God because I had my own belief, and deep down inside I know I was right. I believed God had made us all with everything we needed to survive on this planet and those that were struggling and had to pray, were the weak, and hopeless, and more than likely, were not going to make it to heaven. I knew that by being strong and positive, and by doing good works, God would gladly take me in, I thought who wouldn't want someone like me, I didn't do drugs, smoke, drink, or say any bad words, I was very respectful toward everyone, and uplifting, I was so sure of myself. Later when my twins were born at seven months, my wife gave her life to the lord, and asked me to do the same, so that we wouldn't lose one the girls, their lungs were not fully developed, and were in critical condition. I said no!! If any one was going to save them It would be the Dr. Well thank God they both made it. My wife asked me to go to church and thank God for my daughters and I said no!! She told me not to wait for God to come down hard on me, and I did. Two years later I came down with a terrible, deadly disease, I was very close to death, but because of my wife's support and prayers I felt obligated to go to church with her, when an evangelist came down. I went and PRAISE GOD!!! because I got healed!!! Now I am a CHRISTIAN and I have a relationship with the lord. My whole out look on life is nothing like it used to be. Thank you JESUS!!!