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I gave my life to the Lord over 9 years ago. I was thinking about committing suicide, but the Lord stopped me. Before I gave my life to Jesus, I honestly disliked Christians very much. I had such misconception that they got on my nerves. Now? I simply can't fathom how I was able to live without Him. My own ignorance kept me from seeing Him; from loving Him; from living. I can't picture my life without Him. I depend on Him totally. Unfortunately, right now I'm at a point where I can't control my anger, but then the Lord... He has showed me so much grace and love that I simply cannot comprehend WHY He loves me so much. After all I do when I get into a rage,He still holds me in His arms, and that just breaks me. Something I learned after reading "Hind's feet" was that God will allow circumstances that will bring the bad out of you so that you become stronger and the person He created you to be. He won't do it for you. He won't just eliminate everything that irritates you so you have it easy. He needs you strong. He wants you transformed. And as you obey Him and humble yourself before Him, and do your very best to cooperate with Him, He will take you to the next level in your spiritual life. I just have to keep on trusting Him and believing that He is working in me day in and day out and that He won't stop until He comes back, because when that Day comes, I will simply be perfect, no more anger!!